my "love life"
dont read unless ummm... unless you couldnt possibly think anything bad about me!!!
well what i had to write in here before is about my odd "love life" at the moment. NO i dont have a boyfriend... lol. sadly enough. but... i had some fun in ohio!!! lol. i met a few guys... i already wrote about andy... so what i also had to write was about my next trip to the skate rink. haha i still dont get why that is the huge "teen hang out" but it is... so anyways. at first nothing happened. then this guy asks me to skate with his brother so i was like umm sure... (cuz i still cant say no!) and i didnt realize he was about 2 feet tall. sadly enough. but he was 13... haha still young. anyways. so afterwards i skate with my friends a bit more, and then they have the trio skate, so everyone goes out but me jamie and heather. and then these guys ask me to skate with them so i was like.. umm sure why not. and i now have a feeling they played hockey cuz they skated hella fast. and they were both 16, so it was pretty fun... and then brandon comes up to me again and asks if i will skate with his little brother again... and im sort of like umm... and then he starts hitting on me telling me i had very white teeth and pretty eyes... so im just like umm thanks? and then this other guy comes up and he was like "hey im their brother joe, do you want to skate with me?" im like umm... and i kept thinking "wow what a disfuntional family!" so then they were just talking to me and i was like hmm... and ashley came up and asked me where cassie was and i was like o thank god! so i left them to help her find cassie. (i love you ashley!!!) so then the next couple skate starts and the guy joe comes up and asks me to skate so im like hmm... sure why not... cuz he was 16 and somewhat hot... and then we stopped after the songs were over. and then i skated with everyone again. and then brandon comes up and says he "claims me for the next couples skate" so im just like... o i see... so then this guy comes and asks me to talk to him so im like hmm okay... and then he starts telling me i should skate with this guy billy for the last couples skate.. but brandon heard and told them he claimed me (cuz they were his friends) and honestly im kind of glad he "claimed me" because if he hadnt i wouldnt be able to have an excuse not to skate with billy. and all his friends were saying i should skate with him and ditch brandon.. and then have sex with billy cuz hed give me lots of money. i was like UMMM EXCUSE ME?! im not a whore. so yeah, that kind of killed my spirit. i mean i really dont want people to think that im just gonna do whatever the fuck they want me to... so i might have to change somehow... i dont know... maybe not. ill just not do what people want!!! ill have to debate it a bit! umm i dont know. so anyways i skated with the guy brandon. he was pretty sweet. and 14 lol 4 days older than me. hmmm. and so while we were skating... he randomly said, after this song im going to kiss you. i was like umm excuse me? but i didnt care too much so i didnt object. so we ended up making out a few times... lol. just a few... i got plenty of tongue... ha. umm yeah. he took my number but i really doubt hell call me and honestly i dont think i want him to... haha. wow i feel pretty awful. but i had some fun... i think. well thats a full update for now. everyone is going to now think im awful.. but i promise im making it sound much worse than it was... i hope. hmm well.. im gonna go.
well what i had to write in here before is about my odd "love life" at the moment. NO i dont have a boyfriend... lol. sadly enough. but... i had some fun in ohio!!! lol. i met a few guys... i already wrote about andy... so what i also had to write was about my next trip to the skate rink. haha i still dont get why that is the huge "teen hang out" but it is... so anyways. at first nothing happened. then this guy asks me to skate with his brother so i was like umm sure... (cuz i still cant say no!) and i didnt realize he was about 2 feet tall. sadly enough. but he was 13... haha still young. anyways. so afterwards i skate with my friends a bit more, and then they have the trio skate, so everyone goes out but me jamie and heather. and then these guys ask me to skate with them so i was like.. umm sure why not. and i now have a feeling they played hockey cuz they skated hella fast. and they were both 16, so it was pretty fun... and then brandon comes up to me again and asks if i will skate with his little brother again... and im sort of like umm... and then he starts hitting on me telling me i had very white teeth and pretty eyes... so im just like umm thanks? and then this other guy comes up and he was like "hey im their brother joe, do you want to skate with me?" im like umm... and i kept thinking "wow what a disfuntional family!" so then they were just talking to me and i was like hmm... and ashley came up and asked me where cassie was and i was like o thank god! so i left them to help her find cassie. (i love you ashley!!!) so then the next couple skate starts and the guy joe comes up and asks me to skate so im like hmm... sure why not... cuz he was 16 and somewhat hot... and then we stopped after the songs were over. and then i skated with everyone again. and then brandon comes up and says he "claims me for the next couples skate" so im just like... o i see... so then this guy comes and asks me to talk to him so im like hmm okay... and then he starts telling me i should skate with this guy billy for the last couples skate.. but brandon heard and told them he claimed me (cuz they were his friends) and honestly im kind of glad he "claimed me" because if he hadnt i wouldnt be able to have an excuse not to skate with billy. and all his friends were saying i should skate with him and ditch brandon.. and then have sex with billy cuz hed give me lots of money. i was like UMMM EXCUSE ME?! im not a whore. so yeah, that kind of killed my spirit. i mean i really dont want people to think that im just gonna do whatever the fuck they want me to... so i might have to change somehow... i dont know... maybe not. ill just not do what people want!!! ill have to debate it a bit! umm i dont know. so anyways i skated with the guy brandon. he was pretty sweet. and 14 lol 4 days older than me. hmmm. and so while we were skating... he randomly said, after this song im going to kiss you. i was like umm excuse me? but i didnt care too much so i didnt object. so we ended up making out a few times... lol. just a few... i got plenty of tongue... ha. umm yeah. he took my number but i really doubt hell call me and honestly i dont think i want him to... haha. wow i feel pretty awful. but i had some fun... i think. well thats a full update for now. everyone is going to now think im awful.. but i promise im making it sound much worse than it was... i hope. hmm well.. im gonna go.