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Oct 22, 2004 18:13

hmm. ive decided life sucks. in every way. theres nothing good about it. i mean seriously. what is there to make it all worth it? friends okay... maybe make you happy most of the time... but that cant be the point of life. there is none. its obviously not to be the best person you can, because the best people are always the first to be punished. you notice how the most honest people and always the ones that are the first ones someone notices doing something wrong. and those stupid people who always screw up everything get by without anyone noticing their mistakes. so ive decided the better a person tries to be, the more miserable life is. and no im not sayin im a good person either. because we all know im not. we all know leslie is awful. but i mean there are people who do stuff way worse at school than i have ever done. but the first time i do something stupid everyone notices. no one is perfect! but why is it that the worst people are always the ones that people think are the best. ugh i think im rambling. nothing important most likely. but im pissed so im allowed. so im going to be suspended i think. hopefully im wrong. i can hope. and my mum and i so arent getting along. and my friends are confusing. its kind of all... stupid. grrr. o well ill get over it. hmm im gonna go to bed early tonight *yawn* hopefully ill be happier tomarrow. NIGHT!

hmm i think i actually do like someone... grrr i really shouldnt. hmm well well see what happens...
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