mood:
intrigued
Feeling a bit more mellow as of late. Older and wiser I suppose would be the term. My new script is coming along nicely, although I have to admit I'm pretty raw from the experience of delving into old childhood traumas and writing them down on paper as a script. This script is only loosely autobiographical, but I can't help but feel self conscious when I write down a true scene. Will I let those involved actually read it? If I do, how will they react. I know it's supposed to be therapuetic to let these kinds of things out creatively, but I can't help but feel apprehensive about the final product. It is the truiest thing I've ever written, and its even uncomfortable for ME to read some of it. But it is the story I envision, and it must be done. Still nursing some of the wounds that are in this script, but they make one hell of a story, and I can't wait to read this film when its complete.