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...It doesn't SHOCK ME, really.
I was planning on it anyway, wasn't I. It HAD TO be done. I just don't get what happened in between. Why did I forget? ...Jeez, if I hadn't read my own dumb babbling in this stupid diary I'd still be thinking---
Did I write it down all stealthy like that because I KNEW I'd find it and...? GOSH, no way. That's too much deep thinking for me!
It's funny.
That I'd give this up for him? Not really. If I had to do it all over again I'd pick the same things to give. And it's fine. It IS fine, even if I never get them ba because he deserves it. HE'S WORTH IT. All of them are.
Just... perfect. If this was a move to play the clueless part in front of him guess I just sabotaged myself. Figures. But hey, peace of mind's a great thing!
Forgive me, Fuu... everyone.
[End Journal entry]
Gee, I can't believe that took SO LONG. I almost got cabin fever, no kidding there. I'm... really sorry, to anyone I worried these days. But I'm fine. The arm's still being a bother, but I'm all better! I can't use my sword anyway
Syaoran, I totally left you alone to mind the flower shop. I'm fixing that today, okay? They just let me get out of the hospital and... well, Presea and I wanted to take care of some things first. What do you DO with a ton of boxes labeled with the names of friends who left, anyway... You... keep them safe. Spring cleaning. Sort of.
I need to get back into things. And practice with my magic. A LOT. So, just bear with me, everyone.
...Anyway! The sheep are gone, right? First piece of good news I get. Who's up for helping me talk Princess Tatra out of cooking mutton curry?
[ ooc: So someone got smart and checked her paper journal after putting together a bunch of clues. Umi just found out about the trade. Still, she has no memories of the exact terms and therefore no clue whether she gave up her memories and fencing skills forever or what. She's currently dealing with that possibility. /patpat ]
...It doesn't SHOCK ME, really.
I was planning on it anyway, wasn't I. It HAD TO be done. I just don't get what happened in between. Why did I forget? ...Jeez, if I hadn't read my own dumb babbling in this stupid diary I'd still be thinking---
Did I write it down all stealthy like that because I KNEW I'd find it and...? GOSH, no way. That's too much deep thinking for me!
It's funny.
That I'd give this up for him? Not really. If I had to do it all over again I'd pick the same things to give. And it's fine. It IS fine, even if I never get them ba because he deserves it. HE'S WORTH IT. All of them are.
Just... perfect. If this was a move to play the clueless part in front of him guess I just sabotaged myself. Figures. But hey, peace of mind's a great thing!
Forgive me, Fuu... everyone.
[End Journal entry]
Gee, I can't believe that took SO LONG. I almost got cabin fever, no kidding there. I'm... really sorry, to anyone I worried these days. But I'm fine. The arm's still being a bother, but I'm all better! I can't use my sword anyway
Syaoran, I totally left you alone to mind the flower shop. I'm fixing that today, okay? They just let me get out of the hospital and... well, Presea and I wanted to take care of some things first. What do you DO with a ton of boxes labeled with the names of friends who left, anyway... You... keep them safe. Spring cleaning. Sort of.
I need to get back into things. And practice with my magic. A LOT. So, just bear with me, everyone.
...Anyway! The sheep are gone, right? First piece of good news I get. Who's up for helping me talk Princess Tatra out of cooking mutton curry?
[ ooc: So someone got smart and checked her paper journal after putting together a bunch of clues. Umi just found out about the trade. Still, she has no memories of the exact terms and therefore no clue whether she gave up her memories and fencing skills forever or what. She's currently dealing with that possibility. /patpat ]