- 55th tide | | turmoil -
[Off the Network || Journal]
It's come to the point when I can't take it anymore. Just like I feared.
I tried, didn't I. I CERTAINLY did. I did my best to forget about the horrible things this place can do for as long as possible, to enjoy the good moments we spend with our friends... Just to have that curse remind me there's no way around it. To throw it in our face like that... Hikaru Guys...
I need to DO something. ANYTHING. There has to be something that can be done to stop this place from hurting us like that. All of us.
...I can't be alone in this.
[End Journal entry]
I want to apologize to everyone who had to see that last Saturday. I can explain if you want, though... I'd rather I didn't have to. It was just this place's way to mess with very painful memories of mine.
Thanks, everyone. You all have no idea how much talking to you helped.
I... also have the best roommates in the world. Kobato, C, Louise... Hikaru, Mokona and I are so lucky. I'd have lost it if it hadn't been for your support.
But it's over now, isn't it. It's OVER and we have things to look forward to. I won't look back on that We can't give this place the win.
[Filtered to Aya, Ken & Omi || Unhackable]
...So.
Feeling a little less crappy...
It's hard, isn't it. To get over something like that.
I'm NOT changing my mind about anything.
[End Filter]
[Filtered from Hikaru, Mokona & hopefully the deities || Unhackable]
I need to know if there's someone here who thinks like I do. And is willing to act on it.
...I want them STOPPED.
The deities. I don't care what must be done. There has to be someone who's considered this before.
[End Filter]
[ooc: So yeah. Shit came down everywhere at once. UPSET UMI IS REBELLION FODDER. I'VE BEEN WANTING TO GET HER INTO THAT PLOT FOREVER. SOMEONE TALK HER INTO JOINING, PLEASE? :D;;]
It's come to the point when I can't take it anymore. Just like I feared.
I tried, didn't I. I CERTAINLY did. I did my best to forget about the horrible things this place can do for as long as possible, to enjoy the good moments we spend with our friends... Just to have that curse remind me there's no way around it. To throw it in our face like that... Hikaru Guys...
I need to DO something. ANYTHING. There has to be something that can be done to stop this place from hurting us like that. All of us.
...I can't be alone in this.
[End Journal entry]
I want to apologize to everyone who had to see that last Saturday. I can explain if you want, though... I'd rather I didn't have to. It was just this place's way to mess with very painful memories of mine.
Thanks, everyone. You all have no idea how much talking to you helped.
I... also have the best roommates in the world. Kobato, C, Louise... Hikaru, Mokona and I are so lucky. I'd have lost it if it hadn't been for your support.
But it's over now, isn't it. It's OVER and we have things to look forward to. I won't look back on that We can't give this place the win.
[Filtered to Aya, Ken & Omi || Unhackable]
...So.
Feeling a little less crappy...
It's hard, isn't it. To get over something like that.
I'm NOT changing my mind about anything.
[End Filter]
[Filtered from Hikaru, Mokona & hopefully the deities || Unhackable]
I need to know if there's someone here who thinks like I do. And is willing to act on it.
...I want them STOPPED.
The deities. I don't care what must be done. There has to be someone who's considered this before.
[End Filter]
[ooc: So yeah. Shit came down everywhere at once. UPSET UMI IS REBELLION FODDER. I'VE BEEN WANTING TO GET HER INTO THAT PLOT FOREVER. SOMEONE TALK HER INTO JOINING, PLEASE? :D;;]