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soulofocean

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May 26, 2009 13:01

idk my bff fuu, needs a hug, what now, bring her back, brb sobbing forever, angst is me, putting on a brave face, opposite of yesterday's perky, fuu

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voice; antiheaven May 26 2009, 18:05:15 UTC

Your friend got taken away?

voice; soulofocean May 26 2009, 18:06:49 UTC

Yeah. Just yesterday...

voice; antiheaven May 26 2009, 18:09:24 UTC

Poor Umi... Are you all by yourself now?

voice; soulofocean May 26 2009, 18:11:01 UTC

You remember my name?

Not really! Hikaru and Louise are still here. Besides I have lots of friends to help me get over this! But it hurts anyway.

voice; antiheaven May 26 2009, 18:19:23 UTC

Yeah, sure!

Hikaru and Louise... then you should get to stay with them until you can all go home. Ashura hopes so.

voice; soulofocean May 26 2009, 18:21:12 UTC

We share an apartment! Though it's a double and it looks way too HUGE with people leaving as they are...

voice; antiheaven May 26 2009, 18:24:08 UTC

Like a room with too little furniture, except with people?

voice; soulofocean May 26 2009, 18:26:35 UTC

Guess that's a really good way of putting it. Only... you feel the emptiness inside you instead of just around.

voice; antiheaven May 26 2009, 18:32:37 UTC

Just around---

Ashura understands how you must feel. Ashura thinks you're being very strong about it, though.

voice; soulofocean May 26 2009, 18:34:16 UTC

Um. I'm trying to be! For my friends. Though that doesn't mean I don't feel like stabbing something many many times...

voice; antiheaven May 26 2009, 18:35:27 UTC

But you're not doing that, right? And it doesn't sound like you're crying.

voice; soulofocean May 26 2009, 18:39:06 UTC

Huh. I guess that's because I cried myself dry yesterday. But it's okay to cry when you're sad. The problem comes when you keep it all inside until it hurts you.

voice; antiheaven May 26 2009, 18:45:10 UTC

Keep it inside?

voice; soulofocean May 26 2009, 18:46:49 UTC

Mm-hmm. Like when you're sad but pretend you're not instead of just letting it out.

voice; antiheaven May 26 2009, 18:49:41 UTC

Ashura thought really strong people didn't get sad. Or if they do, they bear it.

voice; soulofocean May 26 2009, 18:54:14 UTC

Bearing it is one thing! Swallowing pain up until it just explodes is another. It can't ever be good not to give yourself the chance to vent.

Though... I think I feel it even more like this because my two best friends are involved.

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