7 years.
7 years, thats how long its been nearly since I last posted here.
Whats changed?
I suppose a lot. Since 2004 I gained all the weight back only to recently loose 80lbs of it again. Completely different strategy then last time. I'm more dedicated to the change of my lifestyle, partially because i now have to due to diagnosis with diabetes type 2 and a personal want to.
Things that have changed about me?
Well I personally think I'm more rounded. I used to feel like i was a dead machine heading as fast as i could towards death. Hell I personally never really expected to live past 26 and when I got there I said "ok, what the hell am I supposed to do now?" Here I am, 29, closing in on 30, I've lost hair, and I've gotten older, and I'm still some what of the little black ray of darkness, but its so different for me now.
What was once was anger and outrage has become hope and honor. What was once confusion has been replaced with ambition and drive.
"The Sleeper has awakened"
this may be my final exercise and finally re opening the doors to my emotions and my mind. For so many years the walls have been closed off and all signs of anything deeper mostly kept to myself.
Whats changed?
I suppose a lot. Since 2004 I gained all the weight back only to recently loose 80lbs of it again. Completely different strategy then last time. I'm more dedicated to the change of my lifestyle, partially because i now have to due to diagnosis with diabetes type 2 and a personal want to.
Things that have changed about me?
Well I personally think I'm more rounded. I used to feel like i was a dead machine heading as fast as i could towards death. Hell I personally never really expected to live past 26 and when I got there I said "ok, what the hell am I supposed to do now?" Here I am, 29, closing in on 30, I've lost hair, and I've gotten older, and I'm still some what of the little black ray of darkness, but its so different for me now.
What was once was anger and outrage has become hope and honor. What was once confusion has been replaced with ambition and drive.
"The Sleeper has awakened"
this may be my final exercise and finally re opening the doors to my emotions and my mind. For so many years the walls have been closed off and all signs of anything deeper mostly kept to myself.