Jul 15, 2006 02:03
so Jenzo is dead. i don't know what to do. i want to cry, i did cry, but i want to again. i want to die this is the worse fucking feeling ive ever had. life is so fucked up sometimes. i really just wish i could go back to last summer when everything was good and my life wasn't a total peice of shit. i don't anymore. i don't know i don't know I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW!
I Don't know what im supost to do. i've fallen apart. i can't fix it. it's unfair. im scared. your nervous.