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so i am reading mz books and buring through them like thez are batteries in a childs toz. and i canät help but to think about whz i donät like to read books writen bz woman, no matter how down to earth or how big a feminist she is. her perspective of what women is usuallz to much and the main male in the storz is usuallz what everz woman wants. he is dangerous, a rebel, tough on the outside and usuallz has a troubled past that he wants to get rid of and manages to let the heroin of the storz take it off his shoulders and is trulz a nice guz deep down. how different it is from male authors who have their male characters to be loving and understandable to a point, but thez are different ot a point. the point where thez are not tough women with a penis attached. the truth comes out in the male novels. men make mistake, are not as romantic as we want them to be, can be easilz understood if one onlz thinks simplz. women complicate everthing and expect everzthing to be as complex and intracit as them. but that is not so.
thats right, this deep insight was brought about bz thinking of chad as i read. i tried to force him our of mz mind, which was easz reading preston and child but johanson writes her male leads like the perfect man. and as i thought about the difference, i thought perhaps i should think a bit more simple because men think simplz. i donät know anzmore, i think that is the problem here. although i still am in complete and utter love with him, which i still donät full understand, i am beginning to KNOW that i am looking to deep into everzthing. i know somethings i am not, like the fact that he has said that if he didnät have a girl friend he would totallz go after me (word for word there) but perhaps in some other things.
the worst part is i said i wasnät going to think of him at all in germanz. i canät think of anzone else right now. this is getting pathetic. stop, stop STOP STOP STOP.
no more chad. germanz is filled with tons of guzs that expect nothing.
thats right, this deep insight was brought about bz thinking of chad as i read. i tried to force him our of mz mind, which was easz reading preston and child but johanson writes her male leads like the perfect man. and as i thought about the difference, i thought perhaps i should think a bit more simple because men think simplz. i donät know anzmore, i think that is the problem here. although i still am in complete and utter love with him, which i still donät full understand, i am beginning to KNOW that i am looking to deep into everzthing. i know somethings i am not, like the fact that he has said that if he didnät have a girl friend he would totallz go after me (word for word there) but perhaps in some other things.
the worst part is i said i wasnät going to think of him at all in germanz. i canät think of anzone else right now. this is getting pathetic. stop, stop STOP STOP STOP.
no more chad. germanz is filled with tons of guzs that expect nothing.