Greetings from FreezingCuse
So it's super late & I have a ton to do tomorrow that I have to get up early for so I really should be sleeping but I feel like an update is necessary...
I am officially the resident photographer for University Union (UU) Concerts & Bandersnatch (the smaller division of UU Concerts). Basically, I get all-access passes to every event UU and/or Bandersnatch puts on & I put all of those pictures up on UU's website for them to have. My pictures may also be used in the Daily Orange or something of that nature. I'm basically thrilled & the possibilities are endless. I also have my first assignment to design for them. I have to make a flyer to advertise that people should apply to be UU executive director. I would be a little more excited about this if my Adobe Creative Suite would install properly onto my computer. I neeeeeeeeeed fucking InDesign & Illustrator on my computer to work on stuff. Having to go down to the Newhouse labs all the time is entirely too much. I really hope I can find someone to get it to work properly tomorrow. I have to or I'm getting my $250 back & throwing a fit.
So go on if it will make you happier. It got you this far. Do what you have to do.
You've wasted every moment of your Saturdays and your Sundays. You're wasted from the boredom. Was never supposed to be like this.
I hung out with Scott for a few hours tonight. He needed to talk. We just sat in the first floor lounge talking for 3 hours. At one point, I got really frustrated. I couldn't stand that he couldn't be with anyone because of how fucked up he is (& the disinterest due to it), and the fact that even if he did, I can't be with someone with that many crucial issues...but...I was frustrated because...I like him. I like him & I can't help it. We just have such a great time together & I know what it's like to be close to him & be affectionate with him & kiss him. I just enjoy it so much, but he just does not get the same enjoyment out of it...so it's not fair to me even further. I just can't help it and it sucks. We hang out regardless. I don't know why I torture myself. We're going to the basketball game together tomorrow. His parents are coming up for the game tomorrow. Will I meet his parents? Slim chance. Apparently, we're in an asexual relationship. It's a successful relationship thus far we've decided. Man, oh, man. I am, however, going to need man real soon in my life. Man in the carnal sense of the word. Girlz gotz needs.
So I just finished listening to this epic song this really good-looking kid sent me. I enjoyed it thoroughly. It has a passion that some people in my life lack. Alright. Props.
If I get my ass up in 6 hours, I'll be impressed...
I am officially the resident photographer for University Union (UU) Concerts & Bandersnatch (the smaller division of UU Concerts). Basically, I get all-access passes to every event UU and/or Bandersnatch puts on & I put all of those pictures up on UU's website for them to have. My pictures may also be used in the Daily Orange or something of that nature. I'm basically thrilled & the possibilities are endless. I also have my first assignment to design for them. I have to make a flyer to advertise that people should apply to be UU executive director. I would be a little more excited about this if my Adobe Creative Suite would install properly onto my computer. I neeeeeeeeeed fucking InDesign & Illustrator on my computer to work on stuff. Having to go down to the Newhouse labs all the time is entirely too much. I really hope I can find someone to get it to work properly tomorrow. I have to or I'm getting my $250 back & throwing a fit.
So go on if it will make you happier. It got you this far. Do what you have to do.
You've wasted every moment of your Saturdays and your Sundays. You're wasted from the boredom. Was never supposed to be like this.
I hung out with Scott for a few hours tonight. He needed to talk. We just sat in the first floor lounge talking for 3 hours. At one point, I got really frustrated. I couldn't stand that he couldn't be with anyone because of how fucked up he is (& the disinterest due to it), and the fact that even if he did, I can't be with someone with that many crucial issues...but...I was frustrated because...I like him. I like him & I can't help it. We just have such a great time together & I know what it's like to be close to him & be affectionate with him & kiss him. I just enjoy it so much, but he just does not get the same enjoyment out of it...so it's not fair to me even further. I just can't help it and it sucks. We hang out regardless. I don't know why I torture myself. We're going to the basketball game together tomorrow. His parents are coming up for the game tomorrow. Will I meet his parents? Slim chance. Apparently, we're in an asexual relationship. It's a successful relationship thus far we've decided. Man, oh, man. I am, however, going to need man real soon in my life. Man in the carnal sense of the word. Girlz gotz needs.
So I just finished listening to this epic song this really good-looking kid sent me. I enjoyed it thoroughly. It has a passion that some people in my life lack. Alright. Props.
If I get my ass up in 6 hours, I'll be impressed...