Nov 08, 2004 03:00
yup i was write , chad didnt call , its cool though, i mean, if i had to work from 12 -11 id be tired as shit too, but i mean, a "im to tired to hang out call" would have been decent. meh, people are fucking lame anyways, so i shouldnt expect anymroe from people than super lame , especially guys, guys are always way lame............... so anyways, i went to desaraes for a bit and we walkd to sonic and ate then her fried and his friend came to hang out and her friend was cool , but his friend was so fuckn annoying and saying the dumbest lamest crap ever and like bitching about how far the damn 3 min walk to the washers was, i was like get a life lazy ass fucker.... god he was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ANNOYING. anywho, so they left and i did my math homeowrk and at like 12 30 ish i called chad , but he didnt awenser so i was like whatever, then i left desaraes and decided to stop by miltons house, which was a mistake, cause jackie was there........... meh, that always sucks........... yea, so , yea, she has been there for like 3 days and she like tries to be just like him and says the same shit and im like get a job , damn, shes just going to stay there again and skip school tomarrow, im like damn, must be nice to be able to still hang out with him all the time and stay the night all the time even though he dumped you, i never got to do that, he dumped me and that was the end of it, for like a year, then we started to be friends again, none of this im dumping you but 2 days later come stay the shit, thats just not fucking fair, i always get shit end though , always, guys date me when they are assholes , dump me, then later grow up and arent jerks anymroe and go out with someone else, im like, why couldnt i get you when u were mature and not a prick? God, maybe oneday , oneday, meh, im so used to being single now though that i dont relaly notice it anymore, sept for i get lonely as shit sometimes, and since milton, which was 4 years ago, ive only had random little guys that act like my bf for like a weeks and then just stop talking to me out of nowhere, and then just like disapear, so i cry fo rlike a day and then im over it, but now ive gotten to a point were im so used to them blowing me off or just dissapearing that it doesnt really get to me to much, im just like, well, shit, what the fuck is new............. anyways, so yea, that was weird hanging out with them 2 at the same time, shes soooooooooooooo skinny, but thats what vegan does to you....... meh, now im home, and im tired as shit, but, i have class at 2 so meh, i relaly think i am going to fail my math test, oh well, once again, whats new