08, in summation.
Started off like crap, I almost screwed Watkins out of a place to live and wound up with a seriously anti-social roommate.
Feb I fucked up. Let's just leave it at that, I'm NOT explaining in public. Just know I'm still, and probably will be remorseful for... decades.
Faire was crap, no one could find the LARP.
I started my stint with polyamorism which also promptly ended. Majority of poly people are dumb. I saw one, maybe two lights in poly. That's it.
Lell goes away to Disney Boot Camp. I miss her for 8 months.
April I get a call from my grandparents on my mother's side. It's cool-ish, but stresses me out because I know what I have to deal with if I'm to actually try again to be a part of that family, which did nothing wrong, but didn't do much right either. It's my mother who gets all the blame, not them.
May I graduate. No one I invite shows up. It rains, and is windy and cold. Our ceremony gets cut off for the next one to start. How nice.
I spend -all summer- looking fruitlessly for a job. -All- -Summer-.
July-ish into August I joined the Hill order, which is positive. Helped me get back on track. Also helped get Jerry a job, and that made me feel good.
August began the 6 month lead on from Pierre.
September I apeared on TV, which was cool.
October I get a letter from Cablevision bitching about downloading the episode. I also get led on -again- by someone else who shall remain nameless. Then I get a birthday card from my grandparents on my mother's side. A nice gesture. If it weren't for them sneaking in a $20 that had "Love, Mom" on it. Surprise! She's back in your life!
November. Yay Obama. Boo bi polar step family and Thanksgiving.
December. Oh, guess what? Your step mother's bi-polar! And it's her most stressful time of the year! And there's even MORE dealings with the bi polar step family! So many more I want to knife myself in the temples.
Lell comes back. Makes me so happy, I realize how miserable I am in my day-to-day life.
I'm sorry to be negative all the time, but seriously. Fuck you '08. I would've done just fine without you.
Happy fucking New Year. Now I get to remain anti-social in the bunker of my room because -again- my bi polar family is out in the other room. The minute I walked in, no hello, no how are you, no, it's "YOU SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF ME". I can't walk into my own house?
Fuck you '08. Fuck you.
'09 unless you want an asskicking right from the start you'd better shape up.
(As a side notw: Sorry for all the negativity. I really should try and post positive things here more often, but I just can't find the time/drive/want to.)
Feb I fucked up. Let's just leave it at that, I'm NOT explaining in public. Just know I'm still, and probably will be remorseful for... decades.
Faire was crap, no one could find the LARP.
I started my stint with polyamorism which also promptly ended. Majority of poly people are dumb. I saw one, maybe two lights in poly. That's it.
Lell goes away to Disney Boot Camp. I miss her for 8 months.
April I get a call from my grandparents on my mother's side. It's cool-ish, but stresses me out because I know what I have to deal with if I'm to actually try again to be a part of that family, which did nothing wrong, but didn't do much right either. It's my mother who gets all the blame, not them.
May I graduate. No one I invite shows up. It rains, and is windy and cold. Our ceremony gets cut off for the next one to start. How nice.
I spend -all summer- looking fruitlessly for a job. -All- -Summer-.
July-ish into August I joined the Hill order, which is positive. Helped me get back on track. Also helped get Jerry a job, and that made me feel good.
August began the 6 month lead on from Pierre.
September I apeared on TV, which was cool.
October I get a letter from Cablevision bitching about downloading the episode. I also get led on -again- by someone else who shall remain nameless. Then I get a birthday card from my grandparents on my mother's side. A nice gesture. If it weren't for them sneaking in a $20 that had "Love, Mom" on it. Surprise! She's back in your life!
November. Yay Obama. Boo bi polar step family and Thanksgiving.
December. Oh, guess what? Your step mother's bi-polar! And it's her most stressful time of the year! And there's even MORE dealings with the bi polar step family! So many more I want to knife myself in the temples.
Lell comes back. Makes me so happy, I realize how miserable I am in my day-to-day life.
I'm sorry to be negative all the time, but seriously. Fuck you '08. I would've done just fine without you.
Happy fucking New Year. Now I get to remain anti-social in the bunker of my room because -again- my bi polar family is out in the other room. The minute I walked in, no hello, no how are you, no, it's "YOU SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF ME". I can't walk into my own house?
Fuck you '08. Fuck you.
'09 unless you want an asskicking right from the start you'd better shape up.
(As a side notw: Sorry for all the negativity. I really should try and post positive things here more often, but I just can't find the time/drive/want to.)