Guys...U can't live with them or without them.. In my case I choose to live without THEM
** I hate guys, I hate em I hate em, they make me sick all they care about is themselves and what they want. No.. This is not about Joey, this is about all guys that I've had to deal with all 20 years of my life. Why can't they be just a little bit more sensitive and caring about our feelings and what we want. I don't understand it at all, all along I've been telling myself that its me, that I'm not worth it and blah blah blah, and in reality it's not ME. All I want is to be in LOVE I mean is that too much to ask, I mean just love me back, how hard can that be? I'm so stressed, I work two jobs and go to school with no help from anybody,all alone the story of my life, and all I ask is for someone to be here love me for me. Love me for the girl I used to be and the woman I'm trying to be today, I don't understand it, I really don't, I'm not asking for a LIFETIME or anything, forget it I am, I think I deserve for a guy to give they're all for me, for once in a blue moon. Its really taking alot for me to sit here at this computer and dish out these feelings but ya know I need to let it out, theres already too much on my plate bottled up inside me. I don't know what to do anymore, I'm tryin to stand on my own two-feet, but I don't think I'm strong enough to.