Feb 08, 2008 21:27
I don't know why I am the way I am. There are some things about me I wouldn't change, yet there are others I wish could be taken away. The biggest question I have right now is why. WHY this, WHY that, WHY. I don't want to hurt others yet I don't want to be unhappy, so how do you balance both interests? Why should it seem like there is a necessity of choice between the two? WHY do I have the moods, the attitudes, and the feelings I have when they seem to spark at the most inconvenient or unexpected moments?
This sucks. What a blow to a generously okay week.