Jun 22, 2006 00:36
Two decades, and it's a shame, but as I step into the future I'm looking back on my past. But it's not really surprising is it? It seems like I can only focus on the negative things in my life, and I really have no interest in living the next twenty years the same way. So the next girlfriend I have, if ever I have one again, is going to be treated right. That way I know she's just being stupid when she breaks up with me. I don't like stupid people anyway. And I know I won't be getting abandoned by my parents anytime soon, since, you know, I don't live with them anymore, so I'm safe there. I am losing touch with a lot of people from home, but it seems like the more people who drift away the more I realize I don't need them anyway, so whatever. I guess this is as close to optimistic as I get. One more thing. I need to get laid. Again. Where's Noelle when you really need her? lol.