So it begins.... it's like I never left
So here I sit at the DCC computer lab.... waiting for Brian to get out of class so I can bring him back to my house. It really doesn't feel like I've left at all and thats a bummer... not that I did anything last semester anyways but still... I was actually going to do hmwk for my one class but appearntly the web sight is "forbiddin" on this browser which is crap! Its a fucking educational sight why is it "forbiddin"?!
Whatever....
New icon pic... lol this is proally my favorite picture of the two of us... granted its one of the few I actually have of the two of us.... however... and yes I'm quite drunk in that picture lol... its fititng to our relationship. comical and somehow sickingly cute.... thanks to sbstance abuse
It's funny we just passed our 1 month on saturday... it's like a really big hurdle has been jumped because it hasnt been the easist month ever. We bicker about things but funny like a Brady Bunch episode its all worked out in 28 minutes or less. Then we seem to be better off having had that bicker. No big fights which is good cuase we basicly get it out when it happens, we dont hold back. I'm learning more about him with each passing day and it's cool. The best tho is when I make him laugh, like a real deep belly laugh. He got upset at himself yesterday because Sunday was this LAN party and I had him b4 he went. Appearntly he wasn't having fun because he felt bad for leaving me. So now hes angry at himself because I have that power over him. I'm sorry? I dunno he keeps talking about how I get to him, and how perfect I am, and "refreshing". Personally I don't want to look ahead, far ahead I'm having more fun living for the moment with him. I've never felt taht way about anyone and its kinda nice.
Need a job... well dont need... actually if i had it my way I wouldnt work period. but i need spending money bad... I proally shouldnt have quite so abubtly, hwoever i wouldnt have been getting any hrs anyway, proally 1 or 2 days and its not worht it to drive out there, SUV=EATS GAS, so why bother? I'ts weird not working, and I keep thinking I have to go back, you know what sucks the most tho? I have to pay for my pictures now.... grumble... lol.
Whatever....
New icon pic... lol this is proally my favorite picture of the two of us... granted its one of the few I actually have of the two of us.... however... and yes I'm quite drunk in that picture lol... its fititng to our relationship. comical and somehow sickingly cute.... thanks to sbstance abuse
It's funny we just passed our 1 month on saturday... it's like a really big hurdle has been jumped because it hasnt been the easist month ever. We bicker about things but funny like a Brady Bunch episode its all worked out in 28 minutes or less. Then we seem to be better off having had that bicker. No big fights which is good cuase we basicly get it out when it happens, we dont hold back. I'm learning more about him with each passing day and it's cool. The best tho is when I make him laugh, like a real deep belly laugh. He got upset at himself yesterday because Sunday was this LAN party and I had him b4 he went. Appearntly he wasn't having fun because he felt bad for leaving me. So now hes angry at himself because I have that power over him. I'm sorry? I dunno he keeps talking about how I get to him, and how perfect I am, and "refreshing". Personally I don't want to look ahead, far ahead I'm having more fun living for the moment with him. I've never felt taht way about anyone and its kinda nice.
Need a job... well dont need... actually if i had it my way I wouldnt work period. but i need spending money bad... I proally shouldnt have quite so abubtly, hwoever i wouldnt have been getting any hrs anyway, proally 1 or 2 days and its not worht it to drive out there, SUV=EATS GAS, so why bother? I'ts weird not working, and I keep thinking I have to go back, you know what sucks the most tho? I have to pay for my pictures now.... grumble... lol.