Jul 03, 2006 23:18
I feel so alone and empty and there is nothing anyone can say or do to help!!!!!!!!!! Why can't I drag myself out of this half dead state......? I am tired but I can not sleep.... I am sore and can get no relief.... I am empty and nothing can make me full.
I feel like I am drowning in a sea of self pity and I know I have to pull myself out but I feel so dead inside that I don't have the motivation to help myself!!!!!!!!
I don't want anyone to feel sorry for me that is not what I need.
I shall continue to wade through the misery that seems to have become my life for now.