Halloween... and FORK YOU.. plus apologies n special thanks
Well.. i guess it owuld be safe to say that my halloween was beyond disappointing. Going to Salem was almost a complete bust... I must give a special thanks to:
Crystal and Craig for making it a bit worthwhile...
Steve's mom for getting us lost on the way home AND for being so god damned hard to follow! (sarcastic...) MUCH APPRECIATED!
I am disappointed in the everett crew, i hate to say. They were no fun. ANd steve, my friend, you let me down.
I am glad emily didn't decide to come, and i am sorry i let crystal go, i think she would have had more fun if she stayed in NH. she might have found something better to do than wait around for my bozo friends to get their act together
I must also aplogize to Craig. We could have had a much better time not wasting my gas, and playing FFIX, or doing anything else for that matter.
Next time i got to to salme it will be with just the friends up here, who aren't on any sort of drug!!!! and we will have FUN and drink MUCH APPLE CIDER!^_^ yay for the mulled apple cider! At least i know how to get their now, and how NOT to get back!
However , salem itself wasn't bad. I had fun with crystal and craig once we broke from the crowd of my friends. It would have been better, i think, if chrissy had gone, and sam too. maybe even Casey and Katie. I miss them. i never see casey online and when i do, i can't talk cause of homework of sorts. I wonder if he knows that. Anyway, next time i think we shall do salem right... And i'm sorry to crystal again, cause now she thinks my everett friends aren't nice... >_< that kinda bums me out. they made such a bad first impression.
Now, as for actual halloween, on sunday?
Horrible.. i mean yeah it started out nice at craigs, and then i called to check in at home and then immediatly the day sucked . Parents made me come home,at four to "pass out candy" and when i told em seabrook trick or treated yesterday, they said i "still live here (my house)" and "i need to clean my room, and finish cleaning the bathroom" and so on and many other excuses to not be wrong
What the fuck! i don't understand them anymore. For a while i thought craig was just not used to them, or that i was just starting to think like him.. but not i know it's niether. My parents have changed, and it blows. What happened to my cool, understanding mom that used to stick up for me, and hate my dads drinking, AND know that we can't afford to buy him take out every god damned day!? Grr.. they make me so mad now. they've turned into such hypocryts these past couple of months. I don't understand anymore. I can't even make excuses. I'm used to disliking my dad, and not understanding him except for "he drinks= he stupid" but my mom has lost it. She's not even really nice any more, i don't get it. I want to cry when i think about how she's changed. I don't even like to buy her stuff anymore cause she doesn't even appreciate it any more. I know its my choice to buy her things, and expensive (104 dollar , and 200 stocking) christmas presents, but you'd think when it comes time to pay for insurance, gas and phone bills,a nd i don't have enough money, she'd give me some leeway and help out? noo, NOW they don't have the money. it's bullshit. they can afford alcohal and take out, but not my transportation. God i look aorund the house at all the stuff i baught them and think.. i'd have over 1000 dollars more right now if i never baught them any of it.
grah! this isn't going to help me, or make them change back. I'm just gonna stop. besides i'm sure people have worse problems to read about then my parents suck.. so
ona final note, Special thanks to:
Mom for making my halloween so much worse than it had to be
Dad for making me cry because of it.
mom for making me cry more because of it.
thanks a friggn lot
and sorry to craig for making yours bad too.
time to pretend i am happy again! ^_^
Crystal and Craig for making it a bit worthwhile...
Steve's mom for getting us lost on the way home AND for being so god damned hard to follow! (sarcastic...) MUCH APPRECIATED!
I am disappointed in the everett crew, i hate to say. They were no fun. ANd steve, my friend, you let me down.
I am glad emily didn't decide to come, and i am sorry i let crystal go, i think she would have had more fun if she stayed in NH. she might have found something better to do than wait around for my bozo friends to get their act together
I must also aplogize to Craig. We could have had a much better time not wasting my gas, and playing FFIX, or doing anything else for that matter.
Next time i got to to salme it will be with just the friends up here, who aren't on any sort of drug!!!! and we will have FUN and drink MUCH APPLE CIDER!^_^ yay for the mulled apple cider! At least i know how to get their now, and how NOT to get back!
However , salem itself wasn't bad. I had fun with crystal and craig once we broke from the crowd of my friends. It would have been better, i think, if chrissy had gone, and sam too. maybe even Casey and Katie. I miss them. i never see casey online and when i do, i can't talk cause of homework of sorts. I wonder if he knows that. Anyway, next time i think we shall do salem right... And i'm sorry to crystal again, cause now she thinks my everett friends aren't nice... >_< that kinda bums me out. they made such a bad first impression.
Now, as for actual halloween, on sunday?
Horrible.. i mean yeah it started out nice at craigs, and then i called to check in at home and then immediatly the day sucked . Parents made me come home,at four to "pass out candy" and when i told em seabrook trick or treated yesterday, they said i "still live here (my house)" and "i need to clean my room, and finish cleaning the bathroom" and so on and many other excuses to not be wrong
What the fuck! i don't understand them anymore. For a while i thought craig was just not used to them, or that i was just starting to think like him.. but not i know it's niether. My parents have changed, and it blows. What happened to my cool, understanding mom that used to stick up for me, and hate my dads drinking, AND know that we can't afford to buy him take out every god damned day!? Grr.. they make me so mad now. they've turned into such hypocryts these past couple of months. I don't understand anymore. I can't even make excuses. I'm used to disliking my dad, and not understanding him except for "he drinks= he stupid" but my mom has lost it. She's not even really nice any more, i don't get it. I want to cry when i think about how she's changed. I don't even like to buy her stuff anymore cause she doesn't even appreciate it any more. I know its my choice to buy her things, and expensive (104 dollar , and 200 stocking) christmas presents, but you'd think when it comes time to pay for insurance, gas and phone bills,a nd i don't have enough money, she'd give me some leeway and help out? noo, NOW they don't have the money. it's bullshit. they can afford alcohal and take out, but not my transportation. God i look aorund the house at all the stuff i baught them and think.. i'd have over 1000 dollars more right now if i never baught them any of it.
grah! this isn't going to help me, or make them change back. I'm just gonna stop. besides i'm sure people have worse problems to read about then my parents suck.. so
ona final note, Special thanks to:
Mom for making my halloween so much worse than it had to be
Dad for making me cry because of it.
mom for making me cry more because of it.
thanks a friggn lot
and sorry to craig for making yours bad too.
time to pretend i am happy again! ^_^