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well it's another day in the life of me. Not much happened slept, washed laundry, read some more of my book (Of Mice and Men), and well the surfing the net. Such a dull, mundane, and monotonous life. Weekdays school. Weekends sleep. Woo Hoo *sigh* I neeed something exciting in my life. I hate my new school. Damn bastards!! I mean the people there are like if you haven't known them for like years they want nothing to do with you, grrrr I hate that school. I did this friday run bullshit i was suspposed to make it in like 12 mins lol i did it in 11 woo hoo. I was soo happy i didn't have to do it again. Hey fat kids don't run we walk fast. That was a long ass walk it was like a damn mile almost. more like half maybe more but still i do that shit everyday walking to and from school. It's like a three mile walk round trip. I think I'm no good at measuring distances. lol I like this one guy he is in two of my clases. I'm trying nopt to like him because all i need is another rejection. Cute kid but i mean i don't need a reason to come to the hell of a school. I want no reason to stay. I'm guarding my heart now a days since Ryan. I miss him but then again i think to myself and say "He could have been better". He wasn't at all vegetarian, not into animal rights,and a whole lot of other things. I lowered my standards for him i think. I'm not a picky person ok. I mean if someone likes me and i like them cool let's get together. lol Well i must go to sleep I have to go to church in the morning. I have to take a shower before i go to sleep also. I think I'll just lie in the bottom of the bath tub with the shower on. lol nah. I feel like shit right now I need some meaning to my life. I can't take this shit anymore. Well yea iI am a bit vague on the details if you really wanna know ask me. Holy shit this is a diary. lol Any ways night people I hope your life is going better than mine. *smiles weakly*