Depressed again..
So I've hit yet another downturn. *sighs* And yes, I'm going to talk to my doctor about stronger anti-depressants. I just... *Sighs*
Dad has something wrong with his brain, last I hear the docs were thinking it was a cyst. I don't want another parent to go through brain surgery. I don't want to deal with this all over again.
I'm struggling so hard to make it through everything that I'm not sure I'm going to be to finish a degree. I love the classes, I love learning, I just can't keep myself focused long enough to do the work.
I want my cat, I want real sleep, I want to not be depressed anymore.
I just want to not hate myself for awhile.
I want to not whine for a few hours.
Dad has something wrong with his brain, last I hear the docs were thinking it was a cyst. I don't want another parent to go through brain surgery. I don't want to deal with this all over again.
I'm struggling so hard to make it through everything that I'm not sure I'm going to be to finish a degree. I love the classes, I love learning, I just can't keep myself focused long enough to do the work.
I want my cat, I want real sleep, I want to not be depressed anymore.
I just want to not hate myself for awhile.
I want to not whine for a few hours.