Jan 10, 2005 17:57
Ok where to begin here...My brother came over today to clean out his stuff from the room I am staying in at my dad's house and we got into it again...It started over him bitching about a bag of some kind that I had no clue as to what he was talking about...We then started bitching about other stuff and how he has a bag of mine with his shit in it sitting at my grandparent's house and i want it back...Next thing I know we are screaming at each other over every little thing and then he starts throwing stuff out of the room and accusing me losing stuff that i have no clue as to what he is talking about...Then there is a lamp that he has that he asked me to help him take apart so he could pack it up well i did and got bitched at when one of the screws fell to the ground and we couldnt find it...
After that my dad and my brother got into it and my dad started bitching at me about not talking to him like trash which im sorry if i do but damnit im sick of all this shit...We also got into it about $$$ and i told him that they are causing me to go broke paying $100 every 2 weeks to stay here and for the phone... I could get my own damn cell phone for cheaper than that...That's $100 a month for a damn phone i can go and get my own plan for about $45/mo and just would have to come up w/ a deposit though but damn... I dont mind helping them out but i cant continue to afford to pay this much... I only make about $350/2wk and cant pay that much... Im trying to find another job and make more $$$ but its hard w/ no car...My dad then strted saying if i felt that bad about it i could move out well u know what FUCK him I will... Have no clue where I will go but damnit im so sick of all this...
FUCK I HATE MY LIFE AND WISH IT WOULD JUST END