Lots on my mind
I just came in from work and it was ok...Was pretty busy for a Monday night...I had an old friend get in contact w/ me out of the blue...Her and I kinda had a relationship but she is married... I actually knew her b4 I knew Emily and lost contact w/ her several mos. ago... See here is the complicated part Emily knows about all of this and knows that she contacted me but does not know what I'm about to type...I got a chance to talk to her online for a few mins today and I ended up calling her on the phone becos she had to get offline...She told me that her and Johnny had broken up for a while and that she was trying to get in contact w/ me becos she still has feelings for me...Well her and Johnny got back together when she thought that I was dead or something because never got any responses from me and she had lost my phone #... I made her cry when I told her that I have found someone else because I had told her that I would wait for her when her and Johnny were having problems... She knows I'm in love with Emily and love her w/ all of my heart...I would never cheat on her...She means so much to me and I will admit I kinda felt bad for making Kristy cry but do not feel bad about it in the slightest bit...For I know that my heart belongs to Emily and although some ppl have a problem with her age I don't care if no one likes it fuck off...Well thats all for now Good Night....Oh btw tomorrow is my last probation appt...YEA!!!!!