Rant #1000003402
Im stressing ...yesterday i couldnt concentrate at work ... i was too worried about some thing i guess u could read it on my face ...Dont you hate it when u foundthe right person in every way possible u thought u would die alone with all the bastards and the hated ? but the only thing that wrong with this perfect picture is that your gf is all the way in Onterio and u have no way in getting there and the only fucking thing thats in your way of all of this is your parents? Well folks welcome to my world, yes I have a gf , yes she lives in Onterio .. ur thinking to your self .. " OMg why do you have a gf thats all the way there , when u can fine one here ? " OK tried that .. got my heart fucked over a bunch of times ... dont feel like it.
OK me and my gf have this weird connection ... we have the same humor,same interestes and we think of the same fucking thing .. its crazy.. u think its bull shit .. trust me boyo it happened many many many times its crazy. Any ways she is a unique girl .. i love every single fucking quality about her even tho she doubts that and I have to keep reminding her every single day how much I love her and pretty and witty and clever she is and as well cute :P and omg she has the most beautiful smile ive ever seen ..make me melt inside , every time. Now heres the little problem .. she has tad of issues and she has a rough life .. I dont blame her ... all the shit that shes been through. thats fucking sux I think.Again your thinking " why bother with this chic ?" Well i bother because I fucking love her ... a couple of times we talked about seeing each other , marriage, spending our lives together .. first of all you just dont fucking say stuff like that for the sakes of it ... And as well no one doesnt no this... my Parents used to be pen pals .. if you dont know wut the fuck that is well its when u write letter to some one across the world some were ..Ya my parents did that .. my dad visite my mom and 6 months later they got married .. crazy huh ? well thats how i dont think no one sknows that ... Now its just using msn but lesss faster. THat shit right gives me hope that some thing more could happen .. right now I could care less about shit .. jobs fine , friends are cool..even tho there isnt very much and life is at a stand still waiting for me to make a move .. but one thing is blocking that.. its parents.. I wish they could fuck off and let me do my own thing blah wut ever .. im gonna stop now because if any one read this they would think im weird or shit .. heh im already weird and fucked ..so why does it matter to me wut you people think any more .. maybe friends ,yes but wut ever I hardly see any of them any more any ways ya ... I needed this any ways , later days
OK me and my gf have this weird connection ... we have the same humor,same interestes and we think of the same fucking thing .. its crazy.. u think its bull shit .. trust me boyo it happened many many many times its crazy. Any ways she is a unique girl .. i love every single fucking quality about her even tho she doubts that and I have to keep reminding her every single day how much I love her and pretty and witty and clever she is and as well cute :P and omg she has the most beautiful smile ive ever seen ..make me melt inside , every time. Now heres the little problem .. she has tad of issues and she has a rough life .. I dont blame her ... all the shit that shes been through. thats fucking sux I think.Again your thinking " why bother with this chic ?" Well i bother because I fucking love her ... a couple of times we talked about seeing each other , marriage, spending our lives together .. first of all you just dont fucking say stuff like that for the sakes of it ... And as well no one doesnt no this... my Parents used to be pen pals .. if you dont know wut the fuck that is well its when u write letter to some one across the world some were ..Ya my parents did that .. my dad visite my mom and 6 months later they got married .. crazy huh ? well thats how i dont think no one sknows that ... Now its just using msn but lesss faster. THat shit right gives me hope that some thing more could happen .. right now I could care less about shit .. jobs fine , friends are cool..even tho there isnt very much and life is at a stand still waiting for me to make a move .. but one thing is blocking that.. its parents.. I wish they could fuck off and let me do my own thing blah wut ever .. im gonna stop now because if any one read this they would think im weird or shit .. heh im already weird and fucked ..so why does it matter to me wut you people think any more .. maybe friends ,yes but wut ever I hardly see any of them any more any ways ya ... I needed this any ways , later days