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Today was a peaceful day being that I didnt attend school... Although yesterday was the unltimate suck fest! I am just gettin over whatever fuckin sickness is goin around. It sucked major ballz let me tell you! I didnt sleep well last night b/c I couldnt breathe and my throat hurts like a bitch!! So today I spent an 1hr online looking for ideas for silkscreening in art class. I found two designs and have a perfect idea!! ^_^ Now drawing them will be the hard part and then cutting the screen to the design.... Mercer County Band Night is tomorrow... I'm not really excited at all for it. The band dance worries me... *sigh* Its supposed to rain tomorrow night so it may get canceled. It sad to think this is my last band night... *tear* So how about I talked to my dad today and he told me the car my uncle found for me is in great shape... Although I doubt I'll get it bc my moms a douche and is always siding with my gramps! She wants me to get a fuckin toyota! ICK! Eh w/e I guess I'm SOL in the car department... Homecoming is fastly approaching and I have mixed emotions about it... *sigh* I'm excited b/c I love my dress and thanks to Brooke she made me try it on or else I wouldnt have found it! Another thing I'm happy to be going with patty ^_^ Its just I dont think I want bill to go b/c it will be a big dramatic affair! GAH! I know damn well the evening will be shitty b/c I'll be so torn between being with my gf and trying to dance with him every now and again.... Why do things have to be so confusing! BLAH! I really need to stop making myself sick over this, seriously my stomach has been in knots... :-/ I know I would have the most fun just going stag and hanging out with the group... Shawn came over tonight and we talked for a good hr sitting outside about everything. It was nice b/c him and I barely talk anymore... Tis sad really... I love patty more than life itself and I just dont want make her upset... I think she truley believes that I still have feelings for bill when I honestly dont.. I have what I want and I couldnt be happier! ^_^ Well I'm off to sleep... Night....