The long awaited update...
I really shouldn't be on this site while at school but I have nothing better to do so what the heck.
I'm just about done with this placement at Stevenson Elementary. Not done in the bad way but just done with my requirements. I haven't done all that much work but it was an interesting experience none the less. I could never teach here for my career that's for sure. I'd burn out in like 3 days.
SO THE BIG NEWS...
Back on 1/31/05 I met someone. I was singing Destiny's Child "Bug-A-Boo" karaoke when I see this hot guy dancing in front of me. I start to dance with him. The next thing you know he was asking me for my number. He called me the next day and I met up with him for drinks. We've been together ever since. It's been a really fast moving relationship but it's been incredible. I got a ring from him last Monday. It's an intense relationship. It was a month for us yesterday. He frequently tells me that he wants to marry me. I feel the same way too but I get scared sometimes because of being hurt in the past.
Last night was our first real fight. We made up so things are ok but it was still kind of scary. I thought it was going to be the end. I think he got scared too. It was just good that we got through it though I'm sure I'll here about it for a long time now.
What can I tell you about him? He's a 21 year old fashion merchandising major at the Academy of Design in the city. He works at Guess clothing and is a waiter on the weekends. We're very different people. We have very different backgrounds but we work. It's crazy but we really work. He told me that he loved me after about 4-5 days. That may seem crazy but for the first time I didn't freak out when I heard it. I knew it was real then.
We have our issues like all couples but I think last night proved neither of us is going to play games. It's either now or never. I guess I've never been in a relationship where I could fight with someone and they'd stay around. I need to stop comparing this relationship to the one SINGLE significant girl relationship I had. There are serious reasons why I'm gay. :) Gay relationships have huge drama but you just have to work with it to your advantage. We have fun together and that's what matters. He came to ISU with me, I met all his family, he's met a good percentage of my friends. That's us, that's Christian and I. I'm in love and for the first time it's real.
Until next time...
I'm just about done with this placement at Stevenson Elementary. Not done in the bad way but just done with my requirements. I haven't done all that much work but it was an interesting experience none the less. I could never teach here for my career that's for sure. I'd burn out in like 3 days.
SO THE BIG NEWS...
Back on 1/31/05 I met someone. I was singing Destiny's Child "Bug-A-Boo" karaoke when I see this hot guy dancing in front of me. I start to dance with him. The next thing you know he was asking me for my number. He called me the next day and I met up with him for drinks. We've been together ever since. It's been a really fast moving relationship but it's been incredible. I got a ring from him last Monday. It's an intense relationship. It was a month for us yesterday. He frequently tells me that he wants to marry me. I feel the same way too but I get scared sometimes because of being hurt in the past.
Last night was our first real fight. We made up so things are ok but it was still kind of scary. I thought it was going to be the end. I think he got scared too. It was just good that we got through it though I'm sure I'll here about it for a long time now.
What can I tell you about him? He's a 21 year old fashion merchandising major at the Academy of Design in the city. He works at Guess clothing and is a waiter on the weekends. We're very different people. We have very different backgrounds but we work. It's crazy but we really work. He told me that he loved me after about 4-5 days. That may seem crazy but for the first time I didn't freak out when I heard it. I knew it was real then.
We have our issues like all couples but I think last night proved neither of us is going to play games. It's either now or never. I guess I've never been in a relationship where I could fight with someone and they'd stay around. I need to stop comparing this relationship to the one SINGLE significant girl relationship I had. There are serious reasons why I'm gay. :) Gay relationships have huge drama but you just have to work with it to your advantage. We have fun together and that's what matters. He came to ISU with me, I met all his family, he's met a good percentage of my friends. That's us, that's Christian and I. I'm in love and for the first time it's real.
Until next time...