A broken window
I apologize for the previous two posts. I have just been in a very shitty mood ever since I came back from visiting home. I realized how much I have missed home and how much I miss my friends here. And the fact that the reason I don't see my friends is my fault. *sigh*...I am a very sad person and I feel like everyone should be sad with me not going about their lives and having fun and being happy and this is wrong of me to do. I just want a hug and to have all these feelings go away. All this hatred towards my biological mother and father and their sides of the family. I want to be happy but look forward into the future and don't see myself happy. I see myself still in this miserable existence. I don't like it. I don't like what I see and I don't like how helpless I feel. And I am sorry if I took this out on anyone...It is not you. It is all me.....broken window of my soul