Uhhh
I have been so tired lately. I don't know why. Like nothing has really changed at all, though I am stressed because of all the homework for school and exams, plus other stuff. I mean there was the thing with CZ. But ever since I sent her that letter I haven't worried to much about it. It's nice to just everyone know how you feel about them right up front. I finally talked to her tonight. She called sunday, but I was working so I couldn't pick up. Anyway after talking to her I found out that the letter kinda hurt her. I am sorry for that, it wasn't my intention. I wouldn't purposely try to make her sad, and she didn't sound to happy when I talked to her in the begining of the conversation. I just wanted to let her know how I felt. Though I can see how she could see I was being mean towards her. I think we are ok now though, when we hung up she seemed better and I feel better too. Every friendship has it's ups and downs. I really need to go out sometime this week, take all my friends and have a lot of fun. If possible it would be great to have CZ go to, we'll see I'll talk to her about it later. I'm goin to sleep. Night