Everybody Wants to Change the World 3/4 derp derp I know how to change titles
anonymous
November 14 2010, 18:08:35 UTC
He knows what kissing is, knows their parents do it sometimes, but that’s always a quick peck on the cheek or lips, not like what Mikey’s doing now, leaning in and putting a hand on the back of Gerard’s head and sucking on his lower lip and Gerard can’t move, just freezing up and waiting for Mikey to back off, because this was weird.
Not bad, though. Just weird.
Mikey finally leans back after a minute and says, “Y’know, you’re supposed to kiss back.”
Gerard just stares back, mouth hanging open, trying to find words he usually doesn’t have to search for.
“Gee,” Mikey says, snapping his fingers in Gerard’s face. “Wake up. There’s kissing going on. It’s kind of important.”
“Uh,” Gerard starts, and Mikey seems to take that as acknowledgement that he’s still self-aware, because then he’s leaning back in again, grabbing Gerard’s shoulder and shoving his-his tongue in Gerard’s mouth. What.
“What,” Gerard tries to say around Mikey’s tongue, but it just morphs into a groan as the tongue licks over his teeth, connects with his own tongue, and it’s around then that Gerard finally tries to kiss back.
It’s sloppy, noses bumping and too much saliva and neither of them can stay at one speed, but sometimes Mikey will suck on just the right spot to make Gerard moan, and once or twice Gerard even gets a noise out of Mikey, and there’s something about this that feels so right, so free.
“Hey,” Mikey says dreamily, his hand dropping from Gerard’s neck to slide down his body until it reaches his thigh. “You gonna run away this time?”
If speaking was difficult, moving is even worse; he can’t even imagine trying to walk out the door right now. He shakes his head.
“Good.” And then Mikey’s rubbing at his crotch for a moment before starting to work on his belt.
It’s impressive how quickly Mikey can get rid of a belt with one hand, and for a moment Gerard’s wondering just how many belts he’s had to practice with, but he has to push that unpleasant thought out of his head as soon as he can, because suddenly his fly’s undone and Mikey’s sliding a hand into his boxers.
“So what are you-“ Gerard tries, but then Mikey grabs his dick, and his whole body jerks involuntarily and he can’t remember how he was going to finish his question.
“Less talk,” Mikey mumbles into his ear, and yeah, Gerard can get behind that, just so long as Mikey keeps his hand on his cock like that. He hadn’t even noticed how hard it had gotten, which was perfectly excusable, he was busy being distracted by the whole kissing thing, but god.
Then Mikey starts stroking, up and down, slowly, twisting his wrist in this little motion he must have been practicing, from the way he smirks and says “Good, yeah?” when Gerard gasps. He wants to answer, Yeah, so good, keep going, please, but then Mikey takes his hand away and all he can manage is some weird broken noise.
“Come on, Gee, up on the bed.” Mikey shoves until Gerard snaps himself out of it enough to scoot back onto the bed, nearly braining himself on the headboard. “Why’d we have to-“ he starts, but then Mikey is on top of him, kissing down his neck and grinding his hips down and oh, that’s why. Gerard needs to just stop asking questions.
Mikey’s got his pants undone by now, and he’s gradually pulling them down between kisses. “Get yours off,” he mutters in his ear at one point, and he doesn’t need to ask twice. Then, they’re both pantsless and boxers-less, and it’s not like Gerard’s never seen another dick before, but he’s never seen one like this, hard and red and something about Mikey’s just looks fucking mouthwatering.
He doesn’t have much time to finish wondering the implications of that thought, though, because Mikey’s lowering his hips and sliding their cocks together, and fuck, fuck, how has he not known about this all his life?
Everybody Wants to Change the World 4/4
anonymous
November 14 2010, 18:09:43 UTC
He gasps out Mikey’s name a few times, but it just degenerates into a drone of vowels and hitched breaths as Mikey strokes both of their cocks with one bony little hand, and it’s difficult not to just buck his hips until Mikey falls off the bed.
Mikey’s whispering in Gerard’s ear again, and it takes him about a minute to notice and another minute to start putting meanings to the words, but he finally picks it up around “-back of the club, and he just got on his knees and sucked my dick, do you have any idea how-god, wanna do that to you, Gee, you need to feel it, it’s so-“
And then it feels like every muscle in his body is tensing up and releasing, and Gerard has to shut his eyes against it, his breath leaving his body all at once and his hands fisting the sheets until he thinks he might be tearing something, and he can hear Mikey cutting off his story to groan loudly and shove his hips down with more force than before, and by the time Gerard’s able to open his eyes again he realizes they’re both very, very sticky and probably should have taken off their shirts at some point.
Mikey’s collapsed on top of him, breathing heavily into the side of his neck and kissing it every now and then. Gerard finally works up the energy to move his arms, and he wraps them around Mikey’s shoulders. Mikey hums happily.
“Wow,” Gerard manages after a few minutes of just lying together.
Mikey sits up, just enough to look Gerard in the face. “I know, right?”
They get up to clean up and change clothes after a little while longer-Gerard thinks he might have fallen asleep, but he’s not sure. Then they’re sitting on opposite beds again, facing each other, toes touching.
“So, that’s…” Gerard starts, waving his hand to search for a word. “What was that?”
“Sex,” Mikey answers simply, which, wow, not the answer he was expecting.
Mikey probably sees the confused look on his face, so he graciously follows it up. “It’s…not like how we were taught. The pills, they keep us from wanting things, like food, or fun, or-“
“Or sex,” Gerard finishes. “So they’re just…hiding all this from us?”
Mikey shrugs. “It doesn’t seem like they’re hiding it, more like…making us not want it. Which is even worse, because if they were hiding things, everyone would be after them and it’d all go to hell fast. This is just…totally keeping anyone from caring. Erasing it.”
“We should tell people,” Gerard says, “Tell everyone we know to just stop taking the pills, it’ll-“
“We’re breaking the law, you realize that? Someone will rat us out if you try to start a whole movement by yourself. I don’t know about you, but I’d rather not be exterminated.”
Gerard sighs, his shoulders slumping. “What are we supposed to do, then?”
“Well,” Mikey says, leaning in close. “I can tell you which pills to stop taking, and we can go to a club tomorrow night. How’s that?”
Gerard leans back, pressing his forehead to Mikey’s. “Recruiting me into the ranks of the Wave-Heads, are you?”
Re: Everybody Wants to Change the World 4/4violin_roadNovember 15 2010, 06:01:02 UTC
I have no idea why I stayed anonymous above, because seriously, I want to back my effusive praise with my name, here. I am in love love love with this universe, and I can't wait to see the full process, how discovering masturbation eventually leads to being on the run in the desert! Please, please, keep going ♥
Re: Everybody Wants to Change the World 4/4
anonymous
November 15 2010, 06:30:53 UTC
eeee THANK YOU AGAIN. Sexual rebellion is really interesting to me, probably for all the wrong reasons, but I'm definitely trying to make sure it's more of an actual means of fighting against BLI rather than just "IT'S A KINKMEME EVERYTHING NEEDS PORN."
Frank's is going to be interesting, I think. I've never written his POV before, and I already have sort of an idea of how it's going to go, so it should be fun. I really like writing in this verse, so hopefully I'll be able to stick it to the end. Awesome comments like yours keep me going <3
Re: Everybody Wants to Change the World 4/4itsthequietoneNovember 19 2010, 04:18:15 UTC
It just keeps getting better! It's all so new to them, and it's like they're waking up from a cloudy dream into a world of sensation, and we get to see it with them. Great job!
Re: Everybody Wants to Change the World 4/4
anonymous
November 19 2010, 04:23:27 UTC
Heee thank you so much! When I first saw the prompt I was like "THIS IS MY DRUG KINK AND MY REPRESSION KINK ALL ROLLED INTO ONE, THIS IS GREAT \o/" but it kind of turned all plotty on me. That's what I get for coming straight out of never writing porn before, I guess.
Re: Everybody Wants to Change the World 4/4gala_applesDecember 17 2010, 04:48:10 UTC
I'm sorry it took me so long to read this, but this was fucking AWESOME! I really love Gerard's immediate reaction being WE NEED TO TELL EVERYONE, LETS REBEL AND SAVE THE WORLD! and Mikey's the logical one that's like "that's really not gonna work". Are you still considering doing Frank? (and Ray???)
Re: Everybody Wants to Change the World 4/4
anonymous
December 17 2010, 04:52:43 UTC
LATE COMMENTS ARE BETTER THAN NO COMMENTS, YOU'RE THE BEST.
But yeah I kind of. Have put Frank's bit on hold for now? I still have it open in a document, but I am writing this other Killjoys fic that ATE MY BRAIN and is currently 17k words and counting, so. It could be a little while. But I really love this universe and would love to keep playing with it, so it'll happen! Eventually! Possibly once finals are over.
Re: Everybody Wants to Change the World 4/4gala_applesDecember 17 2010, 22:48:11 UTC
dude, that's awesome! if you ever feel like deanoning i will totally follow you with glee and eat all your fic. (eat plastic surgery? blow an artery? [honest to god, i can't think of the word eat without thinking plastic surgery, and then all the lyrics start]) the 17k, whatever the details, or Frank learning about his options.
Re: Everybody Wants to Change the World 4/4teh_slushDecember 17 2010, 22:50:25 UTC
Ehhhh fuck it, I only anon'd in the first place because it was my first porno and I was embarrassed and I told the only person I was really hiding from like, a week after I posted anyway.
Re: Everybody Wants to Change the World 4/4gala_applesDecember 17 2010, 22:57:48 UTC
*snorts* fancy meeting you here! lol. But yeah, great fic, you totally can't tell it was your first time writing smut. And of course i'm interested in reading this 17k of killjoys *grins*
Re: Everybody Wants to Change the World 4/4teh_slushDecember 17 2010, 23:03:37 UTC
Oh, good, I'm still trying to get used to this whole porn thing. Mostly that just means writing lots of blowjobs. I'm glad it worked for you!
But yeah right now I just have this giant document that's basically ten thousand words of Mikey getting broken, five thousand words of Mikey being broken, a thousand words of blowjobs, and a thousand words of Gabe Saporta. I tend to call it either "my stockholmfic" or "YOU GUYS I AM SUCH A BAD PERSON OH MY GOD." I can't wait to finish it. I was going to submit it to the Killjoys big bang, but it doesn't look like that's actually happening, so. :
Not bad, though. Just weird.
Mikey finally leans back after a minute and says, “Y’know, you’re supposed to kiss back.”
Gerard just stares back, mouth hanging open, trying to find words he usually doesn’t have to search for.
“Gee,” Mikey says, snapping his fingers in Gerard’s face. “Wake up. There’s kissing going on. It’s kind of important.”
“Uh,” Gerard starts, and Mikey seems to take that as acknowledgement that he’s still self-aware, because then he’s leaning back in again, grabbing Gerard’s shoulder and shoving his-his tongue in Gerard’s mouth. What.
“What,” Gerard tries to say around Mikey’s tongue, but it just morphs into a groan as the tongue licks over his teeth, connects with his own tongue, and it’s around then that Gerard finally tries to kiss back.
It’s sloppy, noses bumping and too much saliva and neither of them can stay at one speed, but sometimes Mikey will suck on just the right spot to make Gerard moan, and once or twice Gerard even gets a noise out of Mikey, and there’s something about this that feels so right, so free.
“Hey,” Mikey says dreamily, his hand dropping from Gerard’s neck to slide down his body until it reaches his thigh. “You gonna run away this time?”
If speaking was difficult, moving is even worse; he can’t even imagine trying to walk out the door right now. He shakes his head.
“Good.” And then Mikey’s rubbing at his crotch for a moment before starting to work on his belt.
It’s impressive how quickly Mikey can get rid of a belt with one hand, and for a moment Gerard’s wondering just how many belts he’s had to practice with, but he has to push that unpleasant thought out of his head as soon as he can, because suddenly his fly’s undone and Mikey’s sliding a hand into his boxers.
“So what are you-“ Gerard tries, but then Mikey grabs his dick, and his whole body jerks involuntarily and he can’t remember how he was going to finish his question.
“Less talk,” Mikey mumbles into his ear, and yeah, Gerard can get behind that, just so long as Mikey keeps his hand on his cock like that. He hadn’t even noticed how hard it had gotten, which was perfectly excusable, he was busy being distracted by the whole kissing thing, but god.
Then Mikey starts stroking, up and down, slowly, twisting his wrist in this little motion he must have been practicing, from the way he smirks and says “Good, yeah?” when Gerard gasps. He wants to answer, Yeah, so good, keep going, please, but then Mikey takes his hand away and all he can manage is some weird broken noise.
“Come on, Gee, up on the bed.” Mikey shoves until Gerard snaps himself out of it enough to scoot back onto the bed, nearly braining himself on the headboard. “Why’d we have to-“ he starts, but then Mikey is on top of him, kissing down his neck and grinding his hips down and oh, that’s why. Gerard needs to just stop asking questions.
Mikey’s got his pants undone by now, and he’s gradually pulling them down between kisses. “Get yours off,” he mutters in his ear at one point, and he doesn’t need to ask twice. Then, they’re both pantsless and boxers-less, and it’s not like Gerard’s never seen another dick before, but he’s never seen one like this, hard and red and something about Mikey’s just looks fucking mouthwatering.
He doesn’t have much time to finish wondering the implications of that thought, though, because Mikey’s lowering his hips and sliding their cocks together, and fuck, fuck, how has he not known about this all his life?
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Mikey’s whispering in Gerard’s ear again, and it takes him about a minute to notice and another minute to start putting meanings to the words, but he finally picks it up around “-back of the club, and he just got on his knees and sucked my dick, do you have any idea how-god, wanna do that to you, Gee, you need to feel it, it’s so-“
And then it feels like every muscle in his body is tensing up and releasing, and Gerard has to shut his eyes against it, his breath leaving his body all at once and his hands fisting the sheets until he thinks he might be tearing something, and he can hear Mikey cutting off his story to groan loudly and shove his hips down with more force than before, and by the time Gerard’s able to open his eyes again he realizes they’re both very, very sticky and probably should have taken off their shirts at some point.
Mikey’s collapsed on top of him, breathing heavily into the side of his neck and kissing it every now and then. Gerard finally works up the energy to move his arms, and he wraps them around Mikey’s shoulders. Mikey hums happily.
“Wow,” Gerard manages after a few minutes of just lying together.
Mikey sits up, just enough to look Gerard in the face. “I know, right?”
They get up to clean up and change clothes after a little while longer-Gerard thinks he might have fallen asleep, but he’s not sure. Then they’re sitting on opposite beds again, facing each other, toes touching.
“So, that’s…” Gerard starts, waving his hand to search for a word. “What was that?”
“Sex,” Mikey answers simply, which, wow, not the answer he was expecting.
Mikey probably sees the confused look on his face, so he graciously follows it up. “It’s…not like how we were taught. The pills, they keep us from wanting things, like food, or fun, or-“
“Or sex,” Gerard finishes. “So they’re just…hiding all this from us?”
Mikey shrugs. “It doesn’t seem like they’re hiding it, more like…making us not want it. Which is even worse, because if they were hiding things, everyone would be after them and it’d all go to hell fast. This is just…totally keeping anyone from caring. Erasing it.”
“We should tell people,” Gerard says, “Tell everyone we know to just stop taking the pills, it’ll-“
“We’re breaking the law, you realize that? Someone will rat us out if you try to start a whole movement by yourself. I don’t know about you, but I’d rather not be exterminated.”
Gerard sighs, his shoulders slumping. “What are we supposed to do, then?”
“Well,” Mikey says, leaning in close. “I can tell you which pills to stop taking, and we can go to a club tomorrow night. How’s that?”
Gerard leans back, pressing his forehead to Mikey’s. “Recruiting me into the ranks of the Wave-Heads, are you?”
Mikey grins. “We’re glad to have you, sunshine.”
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thanks for continuing this.
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Frank's is going to be interesting, I think. I've never written his POV before, and I already have sort of an idea of how it's going to go, so it should be fun. I really like writing in this verse, so hopefully I'll be able to stick it to the end. Awesome comments like yours keep me going <3
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I can't wait for more it's amazig!
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But yeah I kind of. Have put Frank's bit on hold for now? I still have it open in a document, but I am writing this other Killjoys fic that ATE MY BRAIN and is currently 17k words and counting, so. It could be a little while. But I really love this universe and would love to keep playing with it, so it'll happen! Eventually! Possibly once finals are over.
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Good luck with your finals!
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lol, hi.
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But yeah right now I just have this giant document that's basically ten thousand words of Mikey getting broken, five thousand words of Mikey being broken, a thousand words of blowjobs, and a thousand words of Gabe Saporta. I tend to call it either "my stockholmfic" or "YOU GUYS I AM SUCH A BAD PERSON OH MY GOD." I can't wait to finish it. I was going to submit it to the Killjoys big bang, but it doesn't look like that's actually happening, so. :
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