Ain't love grand?
I haven't had the best day today. I got up late and didn't get to talk to Szarah for long this morning before I went to work. Work was really busy and the bottle machines weren't working worth a crap so I had to mess with bottles all day. I talked to the scheduling manager about getting the time off I want for when Sz visits and she said she didn't think it looked to good basically. Said she would have to talk to the store manager because I've been there for such a short period of time. So, October 10th might end up being my last day at Tramlaw, because I am going to spend every minute I can with Sz when she comes here. Oh, and not to mention I had to fight with my bro this morning because he wanted to use the phone on what little time I had to talk to Sz...then had to be his taxi. I'm so tired of living here and being my mom and brother's bitch. I was rather emotional this morning. I started crying. I'm so tired of trying to fit in with people when I'm so different. I'm not really like anyone in my family or the people I see on a daily basis and it kills me to pretend to be like them. But, despite the horrible day I was having when I got home and talked to Szarah everything is sooo much better and I'm smiling again. It's so wonderful. She will be here in 3 weeks and I can't wait. Well, I think that's enough for now. Sz is going to call me. Yay! I love her voice.