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as much as i'm enjoying being alone to discover who I am. I feel as though i am adapting to isolation like it's my drug.
knowing that if i leave this isolation or meditative state that i have somehow gone off the track. there must be some form of social activity that won't drive me away from my ultimate freedom. I am so certain that twothousandandten is my year, to love all of me and to allow myself to be open just enough to be loved without being hurt. i will focus on the moment and not the past or future but the present. lately i've been writing on paper. this year i'm going to be making video blogs that i'll post on youtube. is this farewell to livejournal? i think this is farewell to my past.