ahhhh! slackness n irritating LG
sigh.. i think my bro spoilt my computer chair. now the back aint stiff anymore.. when i lean backwards itll fall back =( bleh
my gums hurt.. i had one molar hurting then after i brushed my teeth and rinsed with mouthwash last night.. i had more areas hurting.. =( wonder why..
im thinkin about what i said weeks ago.. what i told ms koh.. what i blogged.. that was 2 weeks ago.. and now is the 4th week to 'A's.. a week that's quickly evaporating.. why.. i realised that im doing exactly what i said i didnt wanna do: waste the time and then regret after it. it's a rude awakening, a splash of cold water on my face. yet i dno why i cant juz rev up the engine and zoom forward. i dno what's holding me back. i cant even blog abt it with the passion that i used to have. where's it gone? what's wrong with me?
gahh i just popped a 'Giant Lakerol' into my mouth and my maid sms-ed me to go down for dinner.. dammit.
alright back from dinner. just spent 2.5 hours at dinner.. one show after another.. whoa. and durin dinner, the most irritating thing happened: LG called me. and i stupidly answered. i sounded quite unfriendly though. grrr.. who gave him permission to call me?! i sure didn't ><" dammit. i wonder if i have the right to be angry at him since he din force me to pick up the call.. but it just really irks me that he does things when he wants to and disregards what ive told him b4. yesterday he sms-ed me addressing me as "my dearest".. lik wtf.. i told him b4 to quit calling me those kinda things! and last week he sent me really disgusting mushy sms-es. im getting quite tired of him. it's amazing how every single time we make contact (which is not often in the 1st place), he manages to piss me off. which can only mean one thing: a r/s is not possible between us. can u imagine? after i was unfriendly to him on the phone, he sms-ed me and he asked if he'd pissed me off. and i took a long time replying cuz i was bitchin to changx alr. in e end i said yes he did. guess what he replied? he told me to call him after my 'A's. like who says i would wanna talk to him in the 1st place?! wtf?! dammit lah.. lik changx said, that guy just doesn't get my OH-SO-BLATANT hints?! i dno how much longer i can go without just telling him in his face to get lost. in fact, i dno why i havnt said so alr. does he think that he still has a chance? becuz it sure seems lik that's e case. he was quite happy after confirming that i'm bi (and not les) becuz according to him, if i were str8, i would have a greater tendency towards males and he would "lose out", since he "aint the perfect catch". and i asked him so you wldnt mind losing to girls since im bi lah? and he said yes! lik.. man.. talk about being MCP!! arghh.
*shakes head* where's my warrior princess in shining armour? -.-
come to think of it, it's funny that i want a "princess" instead of a "knight" to rescue me right.. hahaha. maybe i have a greater tendency towards females then.. becuz even ppl who are bi may not have equal tendencies towards both sexes. they're usually split.. like J has a greater tendency towards girls.. long-haired girls at that. which is not surprising since she looks more butch-y. and i guess i look more femme. mm hmm. hope i attract a shuai girl then.. someone lik JDawg would be perfect ;] heh.
weiren just sent me a plan which looks really good! hmm.. i know i can do a lot in a short period of time.. but lik i said b4, my efficiency level shoots up only when the pressure's really high.. i guess i need to learn how to turn it on and off as i need to.. wait, wldnt a high efficiency level be always desired? haha. what am i talkin bout manz! haha XD ok.. yep i want to use e last week to do papers too.. i need to complete total revision within the next TWO weeks?! omg?! i tot i had 3 weeks more to prepare!!!!! SHIT I ONLY HAVE 2. OMG. *freaking out* ohshitohshitohshit
ok i guess ill cut this entry short here. LG doesnt deserve anymore of my time wasted on him. shall go rev up my engine lik NOW NOW NOW NOW!
oh before i go.. this is a lil convo i had with changx via sms last week. she had guessed who J was and i was asking her how she managed to guess.. i din save my replies but u can fairly guess my replies.. lol. enjoy it!
C: Patience my dear.. The time will come when i shall reveal to you the mysteries of my intelligent mind. Haha..
Me: (think i said smth lik i feel lik dissolving right now)
C: No no please dont. Then you'll never be able to discover the fascinating truth..
Me: (think i said smth about she's bein damn ego)
C: Oh.. you must not misunderstand me.. ego-ness is not my intention. i am but a humble servant who has chanced upon sudden enlightment..
Me: $*(#%*&#*$
C: Why the agitation? I sense that you have become overwhelmed by the insights that i have gained. i shall trouble you no further. Rest your mind and prepare for the great revelation that awaits you.
Me: (i think i said smth lik, i feel like hitting you now man!)
C: Firstly i have to correct your misconception that i am a man. I am not. And secondly, one must never resort to violence. I will be more than happy to participate in a peaceful dialogue with you to resolve our differences :) goodnight my dear friend. Till we meet again..
lol! can u imagine?! changxi?! lolll.. she was quite pleased with herself coming up with so mani witty and irritating replies.. haha.. but i must admit it was damn funny lah..
ok.. time to go save myself.. blehx.. haiix..
my gums hurt.. i had one molar hurting then after i brushed my teeth and rinsed with mouthwash last night.. i had more areas hurting.. =( wonder why..
im thinkin about what i said weeks ago.. what i told ms koh.. what i blogged.. that was 2 weeks ago.. and now is the 4th week to 'A's.. a week that's quickly evaporating.. why.. i realised that im doing exactly what i said i didnt wanna do: waste the time and then regret after it. it's a rude awakening, a splash of cold water on my face. yet i dno why i cant juz rev up the engine and zoom forward. i dno what's holding me back. i cant even blog abt it with the passion that i used to have. where's it gone? what's wrong with me?
gahh i just popped a 'Giant Lakerol' into my mouth and my maid sms-ed me to go down for dinner.. dammit.
alright back from dinner. just spent 2.5 hours at dinner.. one show after another.. whoa. and durin dinner, the most irritating thing happened: LG called me. and i stupidly answered. i sounded quite unfriendly though. grrr.. who gave him permission to call me?! i sure didn't ><" dammit. i wonder if i have the right to be angry at him since he din force me to pick up the call.. but it just really irks me that he does things when he wants to and disregards what ive told him b4. yesterday he sms-ed me addressing me as "my dearest".. lik wtf.. i told him b4 to quit calling me those kinda things! and last week he sent me really disgusting mushy sms-es. im getting quite tired of him. it's amazing how every single time we make contact (which is not often in the 1st place), he manages to piss me off. which can only mean one thing: a r/s is not possible between us. can u imagine? after i was unfriendly to him on the phone, he sms-ed me and he asked if he'd pissed me off. and i took a long time replying cuz i was bitchin to changx alr. in e end i said yes he did. guess what he replied? he told me to call him after my 'A's. like who says i would wanna talk to him in the 1st place?! wtf?! dammit lah.. lik changx said, that guy just doesn't get my OH-SO-BLATANT hints?! i dno how much longer i can go without just telling him in his face to get lost. in fact, i dno why i havnt said so alr. does he think that he still has a chance? becuz it sure seems lik that's e case. he was quite happy after confirming that i'm bi (and not les) becuz according to him, if i were str8, i would have a greater tendency towards males and he would "lose out", since he "aint the perfect catch". and i asked him so you wldnt mind losing to girls since im bi lah? and he said yes! lik.. man.. talk about being MCP!! arghh.
*shakes head* where's my warrior princess in shining armour? -.-
come to think of it, it's funny that i want a "princess" instead of a "knight" to rescue me right.. hahaha. maybe i have a greater tendency towards females then.. becuz even ppl who are bi may not have equal tendencies towards both sexes. they're usually split.. like J has a greater tendency towards girls.. long-haired girls at that. which is not surprising since she looks more butch-y. and i guess i look more femme. mm hmm. hope i attract a shuai girl then.. someone lik JDawg would be perfect ;] heh.
weiren just sent me a plan which looks really good! hmm.. i know i can do a lot in a short period of time.. but lik i said b4, my efficiency level shoots up only when the pressure's really high.. i guess i need to learn how to turn it on and off as i need to.. wait, wldnt a high efficiency level be always desired? haha. what am i talkin bout manz! haha XD ok.. yep i want to use e last week to do papers too.. i need to complete total revision within the next TWO weeks?! omg?! i tot i had 3 weeks more to prepare!!!!! SHIT I ONLY HAVE 2. OMG. *freaking out* ohshitohshitohshit
ok i guess ill cut this entry short here. LG doesnt deserve anymore of my time wasted on him. shall go rev up my engine lik NOW NOW NOW NOW!
oh before i go.. this is a lil convo i had with changx via sms last week. she had guessed who J was and i was asking her how she managed to guess.. i din save my replies but u can fairly guess my replies.. lol. enjoy it!
C: Patience my dear.. The time will come when i shall reveal to you the mysteries of my intelligent mind. Haha..
Me: (think i said smth lik i feel lik dissolving right now)
C: No no please dont. Then you'll never be able to discover the fascinating truth..
Me: (think i said smth about she's bein damn ego)
C: Oh.. you must not misunderstand me.. ego-ness is not my intention. i am but a humble servant who has chanced upon sudden enlightment..
Me: $*(#%*&#*$
C: Why the agitation? I sense that you have become overwhelmed by the insights that i have gained. i shall trouble you no further. Rest your mind and prepare for the great revelation that awaits you.
Me: (i think i said smth lik, i feel like hitting you now man!)
C: Firstly i have to correct your misconception that i am a man. I am not. And secondly, one must never resort to violence. I will be more than happy to participate in a peaceful dialogue with you to resolve our differences :) goodnight my dear friend. Till we meet again..
lol! can u imagine?! changxi?! lolll.. she was quite pleased with herself coming up with so mani witty and irritating replies.. haha.. but i must admit it was damn funny lah..
ok.. time to go save myself.. blehx.. haiix..