maths p1 juz sucked 2day..
blah.. just went to check on bleach.. not uploaded yet. what for do i go check manz.. -.-. tsk.
aniwae, had bio and math today.. math was a complete D-I-S-A-S-T-E-R!! wellll i'm sure it wldve been okay if i had prepared enough.. seeing as weiren prepared and he tot the paper was ok. i was like.. omg.. i'm not just dying, i'm decomposing on the spot. wtf. haiiix. i started frm the back and juz jumped frm qn to qn, feelin so hopeless -.-. left out 2 qns completely. as in i din even write anyth for those 2. yeah. it was that bad. haiiix yesterday was alr feeling this sense of haplessness and hopelessness la.. it's lik i tried to study math in the afternoon but i juz felt so tired.. and nth went into my head.. so i went to nap.. den can't even nap properly cuz i kept worryin for maths. and i still had bio to study =( so woke up around 6.. den frm there all e way till the time i slept (1 am) i tried to study.. cldnt do much of course, with such limited time and total lack of knowledge abt the topics. so all i cld do was read through e notes, flip through e qns i did in the past and look at the techniques.. yeah.. blehz.. what a total catastrophe.. this has to be the WORST paper i ever took in my life.. lol. each "worst paper" juz gets worse and worse.. lol
hmm den bio.. well it was a weird paper.. come out 1 spa qn and 1 kindergarden-standard qn.. what ask you to circle helping words in your ans crappy shit. bleh. but for most of the qns i knew what they were talkin abt and had some stuff or other to write.. yeah. my whole right arm feels so sore now tho. lolz. essay was really bad. i cld somehow do the 2 qns which i chose, but im not sure i hit the mark. compare/contrast qns juz aint my cup of tea. den next the total lack of time.. sigh.. or rather, horrible time management. spent too long on the structured qns.. -.-" cuz i went back to try to fill up the blanks i left.. the first qn of structured alr stunned me. lol. 1st time i saw this type of qn come out.. i think im gonna lose marks for the entire qn la.. bleh. 10 marks gone. dotz =.=
well the good news is that 2ml is a free day! =D so i can rest well 2nite (headaches been plaguing me the entire day) and prepare well for chem paper 2 and 1.. my jaw is seriously acting up.. and here i am eatin gummy candies. lol. hmm after chem papers are the bio papers on friday.. den it's e weekend! XD i'm quite anxious tho cuz maths paper 2 is coming.. and it's mostly on stats so i'm relieved.. BUT there's still practice to be done for the pure maths topics which didnt come out. howeverrrr.. i'm kinda ok for those topics. lol. volume in integration, complex, vectors.. yeah i'm fine with all those =))) yay! juz need to make sure that i don't screw up the stats tho. stats is lik.. my lifesaver la. haiiix. hopefully i wont fail any of my subj this prelim.. or ill have to elope with wendy so fred n weide cant come after us for our horrible grades! XD
prelims are nearly coming to an end.. i guess in a way it's a sad thing. even tho i know most of us, and DEFINITELY myself, cant wait for this torture to be over. why issit sad? cuz it means that yes As are finally coming, and will be the next thing ard the corner. sigh. i guess i just dont want to face that reality. i think many of us are trying to hold on to the last few moments of our jc life.. yeah it's a sad and painful fact that jc2 is ending soon.. and ending fast. hard to believe but true. last night i was lying in bed clutching my bolster and feelin so miserable. can't imagine the night when i'll lie in bed knowing that it's time to bring to life all the possibilities for fun and relaxation that have been tempting me the past few weeks, and that there's nth to hold me back any longer. that night will come.. but it seems so so far away. and after one disastrous paper after the other, showin us how much work there is left to do.. it's like.. man.. that day seems so out of reach. but i guess i wld rather that day nv came, than if it comes and it's me lyin in bed worrying abt my results instead. yeah. even tho everyone's suffering now.. i noe our top priority is making sure we dont screw up As. when i think abt it i juz feel so terrified. and i guess when e results come out, i'll have to fight not to go into cardiac arrest with the nervousness and anticipation ill be feelin. i din even feel this way for Os la..
haha well juz have to pull up my socks and ride the wave. As are inescapable.. and i'll juz haf to hope that my near-future self (in the 5 weeks after prelims) wont bring my further-future self (after As) down. what a sad little thought. heh.
i havnt been talking to Gummy. and it's so weird actin lik she doesn't exist (not that i do it on purpose, i juz find myself doing so). gahhh. this feels so weird. =.= ohwell maybe we'll become closer frens in uni? but then again i think that's an even more remote possibility than us becoming gd frens now in jc. i guess we just dont click.. i think to be frens with her u need to at least click first.. and we just dont? haiix. maybe it's fate huh. *shrugs*
aniwae, had bio and math today.. math was a complete D-I-S-A-S-T-E-R!! wellll i'm sure it wldve been okay if i had prepared enough.. seeing as weiren prepared and he tot the paper was ok. i was like.. omg.. i'm not just dying, i'm decomposing on the spot. wtf. haiiix. i started frm the back and juz jumped frm qn to qn, feelin so hopeless -.-. left out 2 qns completely. as in i din even write anyth for those 2. yeah. it was that bad. haiiix yesterday was alr feeling this sense of haplessness and hopelessness la.. it's lik i tried to study math in the afternoon but i juz felt so tired.. and nth went into my head.. so i went to nap.. den can't even nap properly cuz i kept worryin for maths. and i still had bio to study =( so woke up around 6.. den frm there all e way till the time i slept (1 am) i tried to study.. cldnt do much of course, with such limited time and total lack of knowledge abt the topics. so all i cld do was read through e notes, flip through e qns i did in the past and look at the techniques.. yeah.. blehz.. what a total catastrophe.. this has to be the WORST paper i ever took in my life.. lol. each "worst paper" juz gets worse and worse.. lol
hmm den bio.. well it was a weird paper.. come out 1 spa qn and 1 kindergarden-standard qn.. what ask you to circle helping words in your ans crappy shit. bleh. but for most of the qns i knew what they were talkin abt and had some stuff or other to write.. yeah. my whole right arm feels so sore now tho. lolz. essay was really bad. i cld somehow do the 2 qns which i chose, but im not sure i hit the mark. compare/contrast qns juz aint my cup of tea. den next the total lack of time.. sigh.. or rather, horrible time management. spent too long on the structured qns.. -.-" cuz i went back to try to fill up the blanks i left.. the first qn of structured alr stunned me. lol. 1st time i saw this type of qn come out.. i think im gonna lose marks for the entire qn la.. bleh. 10 marks gone. dotz =.=
well the good news is that 2ml is a free day! =D so i can rest well 2nite (headaches been plaguing me the entire day) and prepare well for chem paper 2 and 1.. my jaw is seriously acting up.. and here i am eatin gummy candies. lol. hmm after chem papers are the bio papers on friday.. den it's e weekend! XD i'm quite anxious tho cuz maths paper 2 is coming.. and it's mostly on stats so i'm relieved.. BUT there's still practice to be done for the pure maths topics which didnt come out. howeverrrr.. i'm kinda ok for those topics. lol. volume in integration, complex, vectors.. yeah i'm fine with all those =))) yay! juz need to make sure that i don't screw up the stats tho. stats is lik.. my lifesaver la. haiiix. hopefully i wont fail any of my subj this prelim.. or ill have to elope with wendy so fred n weide cant come after us for our horrible grades! XD
prelims are nearly coming to an end.. i guess in a way it's a sad thing. even tho i know most of us, and DEFINITELY myself, cant wait for this torture to be over. why issit sad? cuz it means that yes As are finally coming, and will be the next thing ard the corner. sigh. i guess i just dont want to face that reality. i think many of us are trying to hold on to the last few moments of our jc life.. yeah it's a sad and painful fact that jc2 is ending soon.. and ending fast. hard to believe but true. last night i was lying in bed clutching my bolster and feelin so miserable. can't imagine the night when i'll lie in bed knowing that it's time to bring to life all the possibilities for fun and relaxation that have been tempting me the past few weeks, and that there's nth to hold me back any longer. that night will come.. but it seems so so far away. and after one disastrous paper after the other, showin us how much work there is left to do.. it's like.. man.. that day seems so out of reach. but i guess i wld rather that day nv came, than if it comes and it's me lyin in bed worrying abt my results instead. yeah. even tho everyone's suffering now.. i noe our top priority is making sure we dont screw up As. when i think abt it i juz feel so terrified. and i guess when e results come out, i'll have to fight not to go into cardiac arrest with the nervousness and anticipation ill be feelin. i din even feel this way for Os la..
haha well juz have to pull up my socks and ride the wave. As are inescapable.. and i'll juz haf to hope that my near-future self (in the 5 weeks after prelims) wont bring my further-future self (after As) down. what a sad little thought. heh.
i havnt been talking to Gummy. and it's so weird actin lik she doesn't exist (not that i do it on purpose, i juz find myself doing so). gahhh. this feels so weird. =.= ohwell maybe we'll become closer frens in uni? but then again i think that's an even more remote possibility than us becoming gd frens now in jc. i guess we just dont click.. i think to be frens with her u need to at least click first.. and we just dont? haiix. maybe it's fate huh. *shrugs*