date! =)
tiring day! went out with my buddy today... haha man it sure feels nice to see him after sooo long.. he looks e same! juz shoulders abit broader, arms abit more muscular, skin abit darker.. yep. haha. his gait is still e same =) well we had bfast at KAP.. i was busy observing all the weird ppl ard.. haha.. there was this lil girl with her ever-protruding underwear.. gawd.. what an eyesore. hmm den we went grocery-shopping! was fun =) i think its lik one of the most fun activities ive done with a guy (or anyone, for that matter). it's amazing how fun grocery shopping can be XD i like to go inside supermarkets n juz walk ard, lookin at stuff.. den aft that we went toa payoh to walk summore! haha. i bought lik 3 cds! retail therapy is addictive manz. in popular i "mesmerized" him with a sexy pose or smth.. wellll actually i knew it looked sexy la. changx doesnt call me a poser for nth. LOL. yeah.. den i sat train with him to yck.. hmm.. it feels weird to say this but actually i wanted to lean on him durin e trip. haha. but i held myself back. i guess its a good thing la. as in.. even tho i do feel smth it's quite dumb to get into anyth now.. cuz itll be v hard to sustain it. i wonder if there will still be sparks yrs from now? hmm. well our parting was quite tense.. i dno.. he looked really sad. =( haiix. yeah after he left i was quite sad too. =( wasn't smiling anymore.. haha. it feels nice to be ard him. v natural. as in, he alr knows me quite well.. better than e majority of my guy frens.. and yeah lik what i was telling my bestie last night, u shld always try to get to know a guy lik really well before u decide to get into anyth.. u know i dont think i can be this natural with someone i'd crush on? there wld always be this pressure, this awkwardness that wld stifle me... haiiix. it's difficult enuf opening up to strangers.. ppl i dun really care abt. its even harder to be natural with someone im trying to impress. i guess e best partner for me wld be someone ive known for a long time.. yeah. hmm. it wld be real then. =)
oh well feeling quite tired right now.. i din haf lunch so im freaking hungry.. shall blog more another time.
p.s. forgot to add on abt the far east flora job.. i did go down to apply (and i mustve appeared lik super shy n unsure) but there were onli lik sales and cashier positions left.. not v good.. so yeah i declined. my hopes r pinned on SBG now!! eh i dno if this is dumb but ill feel weird going back to far east flora next time.. lik to shop or smth. bleh =.=
oh well feeling quite tired right now.. i din haf lunch so im freaking hungry.. shall blog more another time.
p.s. forgot to add on abt the far east flora job.. i did go down to apply (and i mustve appeared lik super shy n unsure) but there were onli lik sales and cashier positions left.. not v good.. so yeah i declined. my hopes r pinned on SBG now!! eh i dno if this is dumb but ill feel weird going back to far east flora next time.. lik to shop or smth. bleh =.=