hello hawaii.
so im seriously considering moving to hawaii with some friends.
today my best friend asked me why im going &i told him its because i want to. this is true. i do want to go. it would be an amazing experience. but the truth is, to get away from here. to get away from some memories, to get away from some heartaches, to get away from reminders, to get away from it all.
little does he know, i still feel a connection with him. little does he know, how much he meant to me. little does he know, how much i still love him. little does he know, that if i dont put some distance between us, i will never find someone else who goes together so effortlessly with me, than he does.
im going because my new major would be great to take in hawaii. they specialize in it, over there. i wish i could say that school was the MAIN reason for considering to go to hawaii. but honestly, the main reason is to get as much distance between us as possible. ever since he broke my heart, i've honestly never been the same, &i would really appreciate having my old self back. i need to learn to be self-less & stop having people push me around, &i need to learn how to say no to people. this will probably be the most difficult thing in my life, leaving him. he's been an amazing friend &im very grateful to have him in my life. saying goodbye is going to be hard.
hello hawaii, goodbye best friend.
today my best friend asked me why im going &i told him its because i want to. this is true. i do want to go. it would be an amazing experience. but the truth is, to get away from here. to get away from some memories, to get away from some heartaches, to get away from reminders, to get away from it all.
little does he know, i still feel a connection with him. little does he know, how much he meant to me. little does he know, how much i still love him. little does he know, that if i dont put some distance between us, i will never find someone else who goes together so effortlessly with me, than he does.
im going because my new major would be great to take in hawaii. they specialize in it, over there. i wish i could say that school was the MAIN reason for considering to go to hawaii. but honestly, the main reason is to get as much distance between us as possible. ever since he broke my heart, i've honestly never been the same, &i would really appreciate having my old self back. i need to learn to be self-less & stop having people push me around, &i need to learn how to say no to people. this will probably be the most difficult thing in my life, leaving him. he's been an amazing friend &im very grateful to have him in my life. saying goodbye is going to be hard.
hello hawaii, goodbye best friend.