Being single
Yes, I still consider myself single, and I will consider myself single until someone has outwardly claimed me.
I used to think that boys only wanted a single girl, unattached and ready to be taken. But it seems to me that I am more of a challenge girl, the type of girl that boys like to be friends with, hang around with and subtley try to date, without really trying. Unfortunately this creates problems because 1) im the impatient type, i can't wait around for just one guy who won't make a move or tell me up front that he likes me. and 2) with so many guys doing the same thing, how can one guy expect me to spend all my time with just him when he makes everything we do look like a close friendship/open-relationship?
Ive been seeing both for months now, and neither of them will say anything or do anything. I think they're just afraid that I'll be put off if they're too upfront about it. So I got bored one night and decided to fuck things up with those boys, lol. I invited them both out to the same party, they met each other, liked each other, and didnt even realize they were each others competition. Everytime i mention one of the other guys, the guy im with at the time will go off about how much he likes that guy, and approves of him as my friend. well just recently i decided to fuck things up a little more and let each guy know that I used to see the other guy, and that im still hanging around with him. Talk about jealousy? lol now they're both scrambling, trying to make up for lost time and trying to fill up my days with them, rather than the other guy. Its pretty funny actually. I already know which one I want, but I already know chances are slim to nil that I'll actually date him. Am I evil for messing around with their minds this much? I personally think its their fault for holding off so long, ive known them both for years now, and one of them just confessed he wants me (earlier today), the other still has yet to speak up. I'll make him talk tomorrow. or Saturday at the latest. Im finally figuring them out. They're boys, they're allowed to be complicated.
mexico in a few months! And next summer, its off to Glastonbury! I Facebooked Luke and John from the band Nizlopi and told them they better be there again next summer, because im going! (either that or come to Canada) Hooray for European trips! =D. In the meantime I'll try to be content with outings with Liser and the soon to be random adventures and re-establishment of POKER THURSDAYS with the wings crew! =D
ALSO! Im going to get my belly button pierced! HOORAY! =D I've always wanted to have it done, and I think Im finally brave enough to do it!
I used to think that boys only wanted a single girl, unattached and ready to be taken. But it seems to me that I am more of a challenge girl, the type of girl that boys like to be friends with, hang around with and subtley try to date, without really trying. Unfortunately this creates problems because 1) im the impatient type, i can't wait around for just one guy who won't make a move or tell me up front that he likes me. and 2) with so many guys doing the same thing, how can one guy expect me to spend all my time with just him when he makes everything we do look like a close friendship/open-relationship?
Ive been seeing both for months now, and neither of them will say anything or do anything. I think they're just afraid that I'll be put off if they're too upfront about it. So I got bored one night and decided to fuck things up with those boys, lol. I invited them both out to the same party, they met each other, liked each other, and didnt even realize they were each others competition. Everytime i mention one of the other guys, the guy im with at the time will go off about how much he likes that guy, and approves of him as my friend. well just recently i decided to fuck things up a little more and let each guy know that I used to see the other guy, and that im still hanging around with him. Talk about jealousy? lol now they're both scrambling, trying to make up for lost time and trying to fill up my days with them, rather than the other guy. Its pretty funny actually. I already know which one I want, but I already know chances are slim to nil that I'll actually date him. Am I evil for messing around with their minds this much? I personally think its their fault for holding off so long, ive known them both for years now, and one of them just confessed he wants me (earlier today), the other still has yet to speak up. I'll make him talk tomorrow. or Saturday at the latest. Im finally figuring them out. They're boys, they're allowed to be complicated.
mexico in a few months! And next summer, its off to Glastonbury! I Facebooked Luke and John from the band Nizlopi and told them they better be there again next summer, because im going! (either that or come to Canada) Hooray for European trips! =D. In the meantime I'll try to be content with outings with Liser and the soon to be random adventures and re-establishment of POKER THURSDAYS with the wings crew! =D
ALSO! Im going to get my belly button pierced! HOORAY! =D I've always wanted to have it done, and I think Im finally brave enough to do it!