94 -- [locked from hostiles.]

[soul_on_light]

...guh.

Um, I'd hate to have a blond moment, but where have I woken up?

The last thing I remember is fighting J and being totally and completely awesome, then going to Negi's training thingie and meeting a guy who wore all black and had this ominous breathing... not to mention this sword made from pure light

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[badluckbabe]

...Hoshi...tell me before you came to the Digital World did you used to get your butt kicked this much?

[soul_on_light]

Actually, I didn't get my ass kicked as much as I think I might have just passed out!

But back home? Well, the more you get knocked down, the stronger you become, huh?

[badluckbabe]

Just seems like once a week now we get a message of you waking up after a brutal session that puts you down for days.

[soul_on_light]

Well, a warrior has to take a few beatings here and there to fully accomplish what they want to do, huh? Not to mention that I need the experience to do better in my fighting and my sword handling.

And this time it wasn't exactly brutal, Jinx. It was more, uhh... intense, but not the intensity you think it is?

Like, um... sure, I got my ass kicked, however I feel happy that I did 'cause I know I can do something without doubts and actually have fun and know my friends' strengths.

Or something like that.

[badluckbabe]

I think I get the idea, it wasn't as much a loss as an experience gained.

[soul_on_light]

That's exactly the point! Even if I lose, I know that I had fun fighting 'cause I gained something from it all!

[badluckbabe]

At least there's that...but you gotta watch yourself not to have too much fun.

[soul_on_light]

There's always that.

And there's too much of a good thing sometimes.

[badluckbabe]

Well all things in moderation they say...

You better go pay for the damage to the park though...there are Tamers that live there you know.

[soul_on_light]

True, very true.

...and hey, we fought in an uninhabited area and that's the thing that only got damaged... I think.

I'll go plant some trees though.

When I can walk, that is.

[badluckbabe]

...Hoshi honey you know things like is exactly why people get frustrated with you. We care about you and you keep getting yourself worn out to the point that things like walking isn't an option for awhile.

I mean if Darkness is in jail doesn't that mean you can back off a little? Spend some time with the family doing...I dunno whatever it is that families do?

[soul_on_light]

...mm. I guess you have a point, Jinx...

And here I thought that I was doing something right for a change... dammit all to hell.

( Strikes are up to your imagination. )

[badluckbabe]

Hey don't be so hard on yourself, you may have the experience of those other lives and all that but your still learning.

[Locked to Jinx]

[soul_on_light]

That's the thing... I know I'm still learning and yet...

People just don't get it that I will make mistakes and I'm not who I will be in the future...

Re: [Locked to Jinx]

[badluckbabe]

Honey, I love you to death but sometimes you really are a blond.

People don't get on your case for not being the future you! People get on your case because they care about you and watching you kill yourself trying to become that girl in your future worries us.

Re: [Locked to Jinx]

[soul_on_light]

I want to become someone that sure, yeah, I'll be LIKE in the future, but I wanna be able to make "mistakes" and learn from them instead of being shunned out because of them! I wanna be a kid sometimes and stop feeling like I have a big responsibility on my shoulders!

Do you know why I hate people knowing that I'm actually royalty back home?

It's 'cause then I have to act all fucking "princessy" 'cause that's what they know!

I know responsibility is a big thing, but sometimes I hate having so many responsibilities on top of trying to save Shichiyou from what he's become!