Re: [locked -- audio]badluckbabeFebruary 13 2009, 19:30:42 UTC
FUCK FAMILY IDEALS! WHEN THE OLD ONES CAME UP WITH THOSE IDEALS THEY DIDN'T TAKE INTO ACCOUNT THAT YOU'D BE TRANSPORTED TO A WORLD WHERE YOUR BODY WAS MADE OF DATA AND A COMPUTER VIRUS COULD MAKE YOU ACT LIKE A UNCONTROLLABLE BAG OF HORMONES!
You wanna be the Lord of them all? Deal with this like a Lord. Go talk to the people you hurt and forgive yourself for something that you couldn't control.
Anna's much more in control then you and if SHE couldn't stop it why the hell do you think you could have?
Re: [locked -- audio]soul_on_lightFebruary 13 2009, 19:37:52 UTC
THEY ARE THINGS I WAS BROUGHT UP TO BELIEVE, NOT THINGS I CAN SIMPLY TOSS AWAY! MY GRANDFATHER EDUCATED ME ON THEM, MY MAMA GUIDED ME THROUGH THEM AND BOTH MY GRANDMOTHER AND FATHER INFLUENCED THEM!
Re: [locked -- audio]badluckbabeFebruary 13 2009, 19:50:17 UTC
...And do you really...deep down...regret how she made you feel? Taking away all the bit about family values...she made you feel loved...not just good...but admit it Hoshi...of all the people in the Digital world that could have happened with...it should have been her.
...Imagine if it had been someone else...wouldn't that have been worse if you didn't actually care about them?
Re: [locked -- audio]badluckbabeFebruary 13 2009, 20:00:19 UTC
It could have been anyone honey...ANYONE...but you held out enough that you went with the one person in the world you loved...maybe it was a sisterly love...but it beats the hell out of giving yourself to...just anyone.
Re: [locked -- audio]badluckbabeFebruary 13 2009, 20:10:52 UTC
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Yes Hoshi...you protected yourself from going to someone who could have hurt you...you protected yourself from hurting others...now all you have to do is heal those who were hurt unintentionally and you'll have fufilled your duties as a sister...and aunt...and a friend.
You're a warrior Hoshi...and Warrior's don't run away.
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Shows how much you know...
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Everyone still loves you stupid girl, you didn't do anything wrong.
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I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG?! I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG?!
I SLEPT WITH MY YOUNGER SISTER, OF COURSE I DID SOMETHING WRONG!
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IT WAS A VIRUS YOU STUPID TWIT! YOU COULDN'T HAVE CONTROLLED YOURSELF IF YOU WANTED TO! THE ONLY WAY YOU WOULDN'T HAVE DONE IT IS IF IT HAD BEEN ME!!!
You love her even without the Virus it's only natural you'd gravitate to her in a time of need.
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Don't you know what I've done, Jinx!? I'VE THROWN OUT AN IMPORTANT FAMILY IDEAL... hell, AT LEAST FIVE IMPORTANT FAMILY IDEALS OUT OF THE WINDOW!
AND I'M SUPPOSED TO BE THE LORD OF THEM ALL?! HOW THE HELL DO YOU EXPECT ME TO EXPLAIN ALL OF THIS TO THEM WHEN I GET BACK HOME?!
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You wanna be the Lord of them all? Deal with this like a Lord. Go talk to the people you hurt and forgive yourself for something that you couldn't control.
Anna's much more in control then you and if SHE couldn't stop it why the hell do you think you could have?
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Hoshi do you love Anna? Still after last night?
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...Imagine if it had been someone else...wouldn't that have been worse if you didn't actually care about them?
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I...think you snapped her back to reality.
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So, I did something... good?
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Yes Hoshi...you protected yourself from going to someone who could have hurt you...you protected yourself from hurting others...now all you have to do is heal those who were hurt unintentionally and you'll have fufilled your duties as a sister...and aunt...and a friend.
You're a warrior Hoshi...and Warrior's don't run away.
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You have no idea how much that helps, Jinx.
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