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Today was a better day I guess. I slept in and then did some shit around the house, but yet I still feel like I should have accomplished more. Work was slow but I got to talk to people and just chill out for the night. I also talked to Kelli alot which was pretty cool because we never really talk that much until recently. I would like to hang out with her more though, just to try to meet some new people and some of the crazy friends she has in her pictures. Also because she IS my cousin.. lol.
As all the seniors gather up to graduate this weekend, I feel out of place. Though I graduated early and I have been away from the high school since December, I am still walking through the graduation ceremony. This is basically due to the fact that my parents and relatives want to see me in it. It sucks though because I found it hard to even go to prom considering I don't even associate with anyone at the h.s. anymore, except the people I work with. I did have a lot of good friends there at one time, but since so much time has gone by I experienced college and how great it is and took myself away from the childish ways of many of the high school friends I had. I have a real life, and i don't spend every day drinking till I pass out, which in their cases that's the 'best' way to spend there time. But as sad as it may seem I don't see them growing out of it. I guess I still feel torn because I haven't been included in the good byes and student appreciation and all the fun stuff they do for the seniors, everyone else has gone through it together while i wonder what the hell went on. I didn't think I would be so different, or that everyone else would change as much as they did. But looking in on them from time to time, I realize that my final good byes have long past, and they haven't even started yet. I wish them all well and hope the best for all of them.
Tomorrow I am finally off work. I'm gonna finish my house work and finally go fishing with Herlie. I love him so much and don't know what I would do if I didn't see him walk through the doors of JJ's every night. But that's all for now folks. Here's to the night...
K
As all the seniors gather up to graduate this weekend, I feel out of place. Though I graduated early and I have been away from the high school since December, I am still walking through the graduation ceremony. This is basically due to the fact that my parents and relatives want to see me in it. It sucks though because I found it hard to even go to prom considering I don't even associate with anyone at the h.s. anymore, except the people I work with. I did have a lot of good friends there at one time, but since so much time has gone by I experienced college and how great it is and took myself away from the childish ways of many of the high school friends I had. I have a real life, and i don't spend every day drinking till I pass out, which in their cases that's the 'best' way to spend there time. But as sad as it may seem I don't see them growing out of it. I guess I still feel torn because I haven't been included in the good byes and student appreciation and all the fun stuff they do for the seniors, everyone else has gone through it together while i wonder what the hell went on. I didn't think I would be so different, or that everyone else would change as much as they did. But looking in on them from time to time, I realize that my final good byes have long past, and they haven't even started yet. I wish them all well and hope the best for all of them.
Tomorrow I am finally off work. I'm gonna finish my house work and finally go fishing with Herlie. I love him so much and don't know what I would do if I didn't see him walk through the doors of JJ's every night. But that's all for now folks. Here's to the night...
K