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The past couple of days have kinda been a blur. With the mix of the heat, emotions, and sickness I've been going through it's just strange. Jimmy yelled at me at work tonight when I sat down to finally smoking a cigarette when it was 8:15 and I'd been there for 4 damn hours.. that's a long time for someone who smokes! Plus I was already on edge. After he kept going on and on.. I basically yelled at him saying that it is an Illinois law that if you are scheduled to work 4 hours or more in a shift that the business is REQUIRED to give each employee a 10 minute break. Which is true.. but the foreigner has his own laws, or lack there of. i just told him to kindly leave me alone so I could smoke a cigarette and then get back to what I was doing, but he would leave, so I burst into tears. What he didn't know is that my great grandma died yesterday and everythings been really hectic, and I just couldn't take it for a single second. Then On top of that... he tells me that I need to get all my stuff together and go home. And I said 'if you send me home, I'm NOT coming back, no matter how much I want to leave this damn place, i'm kinder than that to not push all my work onto my other overworked co-workers, and if I DID leave, I wouldn't come back.' and he was like 'well thats your choice'.. UGH. Should have ran when I had the chance.. but since i'm gettin a new car, I need the money. It's hard to determine sometimes whether the money is more important than my sanity. guess I'll find out soon enough. I went Relay for Life for a little bit tonight, it ended my day better because my mom's business gave a 100$ donation, so it made me feel good too. well that's about it.. sorry so depressing guys.. Love you Love me.. K
p.s. warped tour is gonna kick ass!
p.s. warped tour is gonna kick ass!