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well it's official, I really don't want to be here anymore...like I like the Marines and everything, but it just seems like everything back home is perfect now, and I have to be so far away from it. Like I have the girl of my dreams ready to be my girl and all that, but she doesn't want to have a title yet (bf/gf) because I will be going to iraq and she doesn't want someone who she wont see and/or talk to for a long time....but she said that she loves me, and that she wont be trying to find other guys when she goes to school in Ohio....I told her that I wont be finding any girls in Iraq either so yeah......I just don't get it, if we're not going to see other people and she's willing to wait til I get back to try something between us, and she says she wants it work out when i get back....then why couldn't we have the title now? :sigh: I don't know....maybe I should ask her, or maybe I'll just let it be....I don't know.....