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lost_for_rye March 15 2010, 20:34:30 UTC
From the moment Lithuania had told Poland he intended to help the medics, it had become a struggle to get them there. Honestly, if he hadn't told Hungary and Germany he would help with the injured, he would have just given up and stayed in the Casualty Communal like Poland had so obviously wanted. It would have been easier to just let Poland have his way.

But maybe that was a problem all of its own, he thought, sighing quietly as he spotted the medic group up ahead. Even besides having said he would help, he wanted to give what assistance he could. There were a lot of citizens out there risking themselves, and Nations, too, if they were were human here, of course he would want to do what he could to support them. It might just mean taking care of a few injuries, but if that was what he could do...

He was an independent Nation now, and what he wanted should be just as important as what Poland wanted.

Turning his head to glance at Poland before looking back at the medics, he said, "We're almost there." Of course, it was obvious they were. There was really no need to say it, except to say something. He'd already been quiet the whole way here, and with Poland going between sulking and complaining, it just felt like he should say something before they arrived.

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kuce March 15 2010, 21:43:21 UTC
Of course he noticed Lithuania's silence. Things like that totally didn't just go over his head-- he wasn't America, after all. But noting it, falling briefly silent because of it and shaping up were so very different things. It only fed into his idea that they shouldn't be doing this, really; he was getting soaked, even if they had rain jackets, and he could already feel the trench feet sneak up, even though they weren't actually in trenches or likely to stand around in puddles for very long. It was just a completely bogus time. And situation. And idea. And oh my god, they were almost there.

He thought that just as Lithuania finally looked at him - which made him perk up somewhat, in a small way, but then he remembered he was supposed to be Not Approving and fell back into a frown - and he responded to it with a bit of a 'hmph,' crossing his arms tighter, gripping his elbows.

They were going to die. No, not they; Lithuania was going to die, again, in the middle of helping people who didn't really deserve it, in the middle of following Germany's orders. And...

... Those thoughts had him skipping forward a bit, until he drew even with the other again (he'd been keeping a good few steps behind, just for principle), not much noticing how it made the mud slosh higher on their boots. That was usual, expected, even if he wanted to ignore what situation they were in. The looming possibility of death wasn't. He meant to sound just as cranky as usual, but it broke down some time before exiting his throat, coming out way too hesitant. "Liet... Are you totally positive that you, like, really... Want to...?"

Of course he was. Poland wouldn't have been here if he wasn't.

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lost_for_rye March 15 2010, 22:59:07 UTC
Poland's question, the tone of it much more than the words themselves, brought Lithuania to a surprised stop. Demanding, sulking, and being generally petulant, he'd expected all of that. It was all completely typical of Poland, and being Poland's birthday on top of that, it hadn't been a surprise at all that he'd been trying to stop him. But this was something else entirely. This was Poland...

This was Poland unsure and uneasy, he realized with a start. It was the same anxiety-ridden Poland who had always used him as a shield. This was making Poland that uncomfortable?

How could he not have noticed? It used to be that he could always read Poland's moods. Had the years they'd been separated really made such a difference?

Were they, he couldn't help thinking, also responsible for making him someone who could cause Poland this sort of anxiety?

"I wan-" he started, choking on his words before he'd even figured out what he wanted to say. It was one thing to drag Poland along when he was merely being fractious about it, but if it was affecting him so much, didn't it make him the bull-headed one if he insisted on it?

Unsure himself now, Lithuania's mouth trembled as he finally managed to say, "There are people who could use our help."

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kuce March 16 2010, 00:59:46 UTC
That sudden stop didn't go unnoticed, either, but abruptly, Poland was wondering if he had turned into America. He hadn't meant to-- no, he had meant to make Lithuania truly stop, to really give this thought, but that stutter-cut-off wasn't one related to 'oh, Feliks, you're being lazy again.' No, it was the 'I'm unsure how to proceed' variety, and it crawled under the Nation's skin like a hookworm. What had these years done to them? He didn't like to think it was alike - Liet was still Liet - and he'd recognized the other's independence as quickly as he could have, he hadn't felt any different, it didn't seem any different...

But something was different. Poland found himself knotting his hands in the hem of his jacket, frown not so much sulky as honestly discontent, stomach coiling a bit. It'd been such a good start of the day, until this... The... That feeling.

That he was going to be left alone again, in a stupid city with a stupider mall and the stupidest people, and maybe he couldn't even meet the other's eyes now, glancing off to the side while thinking. He knew how much Lithuania liked to help. He did. He just...

"Yeah, okay. I guess."

Further arguments popped up- why don't you just let those other guys handle it? we aren't that good. there's no reason. But, maybe for once in front of Lithuania, he kept them down. Maybe because he'd already said them all when they were heading out of the Communal.

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lost_for_rye March 16 2010, 01:43:37 UTC
Lithuania watched for a few silent moments as Poland gripped at the edges of his coat, holding onto it like...like a lifeline, something that could keep him safe. What was wrong? To think Poland was using something like a jacket as a protective buffer against him, it kind of hurt. What hadn't he noticed?

Something so bad Poland wouldn't even look at him.

"It's not really okay, is it?" he asked softly. Whatever it was that was eating at Poland, it had to be something. There wasn't any question that something was wrong, very wrong, but...

But if it was part of whatever it was Poland had stopped Prussia from saying to him, whatever it was Hungary and Germany had avoided when the topic came up, whatever it was about his earlier disappearance that Canada hadn't mentioned...

"Whatever it is that none of you will tell me," he started quietly. His voice should have been only just audible enough for Poland to hear, and yet it somehow echoed back to him by the rain, making him want to continue even less. But he had to ask. He had to know. And if it was something that was getting between himself and Poland, wasn't it better for Poland, too, if he knew? If they could deal with it?

Clearing his throat, he continued hesitantly. "It's something bad, isn't it? More than just me disappearing. Is it because of that, that you-" his voice broke on that, and when he continued, his voice was a cracked whisper. "What is it that I can't be told?"

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kuce March 16 2010, 03:22:10 UTC
Alright, no, he didn't flinch, and he was proud of himself for not flinching; he just fidgeted further, hunched a tad, did everything he would never do around Lithuania. He didn't plan on answering. He planned on keeping quiet, keeping mum, and he was totally good at it, alright, he was great at it- he'd done it for decades, he could keep doing it, everything would turn out just fine if he kept quiet--

It was the cracked whisper that got him.

Yes, his lip wobbled; he quivered a bit, too, though it would be easily attributed to the cold. It was weird. Anything else (if he'd have arrived at the same time as Liet, not a week of sitting around), and he would've just smiled and threw his hands up and laughed about it, but this was... Different. Everything here was too different. Even that thing that wasn't ever supposed to be different was different.

But he'd always have his will to move on, so after rubbing the toe of his boot into the soggy sand for a while, he looked up, started, "You--" stopped, "- you, were-" stopped again, "- they said that, like-" stopped once more.

Restarted.

"... You... were dead. Liet."

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lost_for_rye March 16 2010, 03:58:00 UTC
At first he stared blankly, the words ringing in his head. The meaning behind them couldn't even sink in at first, the sounds themselves simply impossible to comprehend.

As it sunk in, his first thought was that really, he shouldn't have expected it to be anything but this. Prussia had been talking about defeating him, and...

And he had, somehow, managed to die while he was here before, in a time of which he had no memory.

He collapsed, his knees giving out, as though they didn't want to bear the weight of this revelation. In some part of his mind he expected a jolt of pain to his hands and knees as he fell, and was dully surprised that it seemed more like a...clatter.

He hurt, not for his own sake, but for Poland's. If it were only himself to worry about, he would only be confused. How could he have died if he was alive now, he might have had time to think, or perhaps, had he really died, and they'd simply brought him again, with their machine that could disregard the flow of time?

Of course, Nations died. It wasn't the same as when citizens died, but that didn't mean they didn't. It wasn't as though all the Nations they had known when they were children were still alive, but they... They had survived so much. It would have been hard, so hard, if he had arrived to hear that Poland had died here. How painful must have Poland's time here been, and then suddenly having him appear, alive after all.

"I'm not dead," he said, and the words, surprisingly, came out accompanied by a wind that pushed him a pace or two back. "W-what was that?" he squeaked, the sound coming out with another burst of wind.

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kuce March 17 2010, 02:03:40 UTC
Fortunately - unfortunately? one or the other - Poland had kept his eyes averted, after giving that statement. His confidence had run out, although he actually took a second to berate himself over feeling like this with Lithuania. He didn't like it, but just like everything else, he didn't really had much power to stop it. Just keep on moving on. It wouldn't be that difficult, really, since Lithuania was there and everything was going to be fine, especially now that this was cleared out. Yeah. That wasn't idealistic; it was fact.

"I know. It's r-really, like, totally, awes-" Wait. What was that breeze? Had Adachi struck so suddenly that they couldn't even hear him? Was this going to be like the pacific front during the World War--

"..."

Poland'd looked back to make sure that Lithuania hadn't fainted or fallen or anything bad like that, but when he only saw empty air, there was an emotional war between instant anger - how dare he walk off in the middle of this! - and gripping fear. No, no, he couldn't just disappear, he had more use for Shibusen than Poland did.

"Liet?" So the Nation shuffled forward on suddenly shaky legs, eyes scanning everywhere. "Liet--?" His foot accidentally nudged into a handvac, and he jumped at it with a bit of a yelp (what? it was startling!), stumbling back. The moment seemed to be broken, though he was still unsure, mumbling, hands going up around his ears defensively; "... Okay. Why... was he carrying a vacuum?"

Very unsure.

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lost_for_rye March 17 2010, 02:57:22 UTC
Poland seemed just as surprised by the gusts as Lithuania himself was. He had been hoping it might have been something behind him, something Poland would have seen, but if he was surprised, too, it really couldn't be, right?

Was there something invisible attacking them? It was a fairly weak attack, if it could only move him a few paces.

...There was something terribly wrong in the logic here, but he couldn't quite...

No. No, he could place it. The wind had gone passed him, toward Poland, so it should have come from behind him. How had he been pushed backwards by it?

What was it, then? "P-Poland?" he questioned, his voice coming out far higher pitched than he would really have wanted to admit, accompanied this time by a strange whirring sound. "Who's carrying a vacuum? Did you see it?"

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kuce March 17 2010, 03:44:40 UTC
"-- Huh?" Alright, not that was confusing. Confusing enough that he momentarily forgot the rage and worry, stepping a bit in a circle. "God, Liet, you know it's totally not funny to-" His foot nudged against the vacuum again, but this time, he actually took a moment to think over what that could've meant. In the few seconds that he did that, a few instances appeared over his mind's eye: the talk of Weapons, Kanji's transformation, a giant needle aimed at him from a scrawny little girl.

A deep shock and a tiny vacuum.

"Oh... my GodLiet!" His pitch was just as high as his friend's, crouching down, hands fidgeting around the vacuum's covering as if unsure whether to grab it or not. Very unsure.

But some relief, too. At least he hadn't disappeared. Poland couldn't stop a slightly (maybe hiccupy) sigh at that; alright. That wasn't so bad. So his friend had just been turned into a vacuum - it was totes better than the other option.

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lost_for_rye March 18 2010, 01:23:28 UTC
As Poland circled around him, Lithuania tried to turn to follow him, to follow whatever he was looking at, to following anything, but he couldn't. He simply couldn't. He could see, yes, but it was wrong, and he couldn't turn his head and-

Had he seriously injured himself? He really shouldn't have, not from such a small drop. Even if they were human here, even humans shouldn't be fragile enough to injure themselves from just that, right?

"H-hey," he protested as Poland bumped into him. If he was injured, Poland should at least know better than to go knocking into him.

But then Poland was at his side, freaking out, and how had Poland only just realized he was injured, and Poland's hands were ghosting along what should have been his back, and it wasn't his back and oh God he wasn't human. He wasn't even human-shaped anymore. "Oh, God, oh God," he said, jittering, falling into incoherency, not entirely sure how much of it was a prayer, how much petition, and how much of it was complete nonsense.

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kuce March 18 2010, 03:25:30 UTC
"Hey, hey, h-hey--" They'd obviously switched places when it came to the speaking department, but Poland's eyes were wide enough to rival his spot for 'most shocked expression ever,' and he'd had a good thousand years to count all of them. If this had been any other place or any other situation, without the compression of fog and rain around them and the fact that they were both human-- or, well, he was human, and Lithuania was literally a cleaning item- he might have laughed and juggled it around, finding it at least somewhat funny. After all, he'd never had reason to think Liet would actually disappear.

"Calm down, um, seriously- oh my God- it's fine!" He fidgeted, shuffled, yanked at a damp strand of hair in a few moments of panic, but then did what anyone would have done when faced with their Best Friend Ever turning into a vacuum.

He reached out and scooped him up.

Well, at least it fit well; but Poland didn't think about that, or the vague feeling of calm that followed it up, cradling the appliance like it was some sort of fragile vase and peering very, very closely at the back cover of it.

Finally, mumbling: "... S-so... You. This is- Liet? I'm not just, like, totally completely crazy and oh my God my imagination turns my best friend into a stupid vacuum?" That was actually something of a bummer. And a hysterical plea for normalcy.

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lost_for_rye March 18 2010, 17:49:05 UTC
No, Poland was right, he had to calm down. Okay. Okay, so, he had somehow been transformed from being a human, which was already odd enough, when he was supposed to be a Nation, and really, wasn't it enough to have already been just pulled here and made into a human yesterday, and now he was-

No, it was important to think about this calmly.

Lithuania took a deep breath to steady himself and it almost set him off into a panic again, the sudden and obviously vacuum-like inrush of air unexpected. But really, it should have been obviously, right? He'd already experienced bursts of wind, and Poland had mentioned a vacuum.

So he was a vacuum. Not a very large one, either, he realized as Poland picked him up. It wasn't even really that much stranger than Tony's propensity for beaming him up, was it? No, not really, just much more surprising. He'd known Tony was an alien, and that alien's liked to abduct people, and maybe it had been odd the first time, but it was just how Tony was, so...

Augh, he was supposed to be considering his vacuuminess, not Tony. It didn't really help to keep getting off track.

All right. So, it was just surprising because it was so surprising. There wasn't anything wrong with that. How was he supposed to know that his second day after being brought to this America's house that wasn't even America's house at all, somehow, that he would be turned into a vacuum? Canada and Germany might have warned him that there was something like people being Weapons, but he hadn't really thought that meant turning into weapons. And was a vacuum really a weapon, anyway?

Well, at least it had happened with Poland around. He couldn't think of anyone he would prefer to have around when he was having a crisis. Even, he thought, if it was usually Poland who had crises. As much as it might be a strange thought, it felt kind of right to be a vacuum in Poland's hands.

...No, it was definitely a strange thought, an extremely strange thought, and probably one he shouldn't ever say aloud.

By the time Poland spoke up again, Lithuania was calm enough to pay attention. When it was something so ridiculous, that Poland could imagine a situation like this... He couldn't hold in a short chortle. "I'm sure I'm a very nice vacuum," he finally managed through his laughter.

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kuce March 19 2010, 02:40:16 UTC
Well, his mental voice piped up at the worst time ever, as usual, at least it makes a totally nice distraction.

Not that he could deny that. The atmosphere of wary, nervous uncertainty had been completely replaced with puzzled, slightly-weirded-out uncertainty, and there was no doubt in Poland's mind that he preferred it massively to the other option. So much more. Geez. Still, some hysteria was bubbling around his throat, not at all helped by the brightly-colored and oddly-shaped "school" that they were standing by, or the fact that it was sand that they were standing on. Hovering over. Being carried over, because that sounded more normal. More sane. And any sanity was good.

But then he looked down at his gross boots and had to remember that it was even soggy sand. Soggy like they were at a beach, only without the fun and sunshine and general relaxation that came with it (as long as the vikings stayed away). God. Nothing could be normal.

"No du'h. What, you think you could be an ugly vacuum? If anything, you're totally, like, a funny vacuum..." Bit of a nervous, nervous, cracked chuckle, at the end of that; Poland couldn't cut it off, just like he couldn't really walk forward or do much more than blink rain out of his eyes (totally rain) and squint at... the new Lithuania.

-- Wait. No.

"Y-you're going to have to turn back!" There. Conviction. Determination. Poland threw all of the will he used to stand back up after wars into his voice, holding the handvac out with both hands like it was completely normal to be yelling at a cleaning appliance.

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lost_for_rye March 22 2010, 21:57:57 UTC
"A funny vacuum," Lithuania muttered. Leave it to Poland to say something like that in all seriousness. But how in the world was he supposed to take being called a funny vacuum? If it were anyone else, he would only be able to think they were making fun of him. Being a funny vacuum certainly wasn't better than being an ugly vacuum, that he could tell. Only Poland could say that and really, somehow, mean it to be.

If this weren't really happening, he could almost believe it to be the punchline to some awful joke. 'So then the poor fool gets turned into a vacuum, and his friend says to him, But at least you're a funny vacuum.' Though it was completely nonsensical, he hoped if this were only a joke someone somewhere was telling that maybe they were getting a good laugh from it. Someone should be, because really, there wasn't anything he could think of that would be stranger than this.

Poland's sudden declaration broke him out of his thoughts, and the fact that they were standing around in the rain, waiting around for some sort of monster to start attacking people came crashing back to him. There wasn't time to worry about suddenly being a vacuum, or even about somehow having been dead here once upon a time.

"I don't know how!" he protested. "I don't even know how I changed in the first place." It couldn't be permanent, there would certainly have been warnings about it if it were. But he'd barely had any explanation about people being Meisters or Weapons, much less about people actually turning into weapons, and certainly nothing about how it was actually accomplished. This, now, was just an accident.

"There..." he started, and stopped. He would have shaken his head, if he'd had one at the moment. "Maybe you should bring me to the medics. Someone there might know what to do."

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kuce March 26 2010, 23:58:59 UTC
Even if everything Lithuania did had to be verbal, now, Poland caught the headshake as well as if the other Nation had been standing there doing it. He bit his lower lip, looked up and through the mist to where those tiny little temporary tents were standing; thought about the feeling in the air, the reports of what this monster could do, the way that every country banded together to fight it off. That every other-worldly person fought it off.

It was so not good odds.

He was about to open his mouth and tell Liet so, that this was stupid and they could head back and figure out how to turn back (though now he recalled Kanji's trick-- thinking about steaks?) there, but after another pause, the rest of the thought followed up.

Nations and aliens were banding together to fight for a reason. And if they lost...

... "We are waaay too invaluable to just run away." Was the final decision, more muttered (audible) then actually said to anyone. With an inner moment of steeling himself, he started forward, even, military-ingrained strides. With a place to go, a goal in mind, and a resolve staring him in the face, he found his nerve to complain again.

"Uugh, Liet, you just have, like, the most horrible time ever to figure out that you're a vacuum..." Never mind that it hadn't been either of their intentions to have this happen.

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