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I've started to notice lately that I do not like confrontation. And I avoid it as much as I can. Since living here I've been hired 3 times by different places.
First Moxies, I did my first day of orientation, and decided to never go back. They called me for about a week, everyday.. and I just never picked up the phone. I decided I didn't want to go back because I would have to wear a moxies uniform which sucked.... kind of weird.
I was then hired at Earls, decided not to go to my training shift and emailed them instead of calling and actually explaining why I wasn't going. My reason? I had 2 days to memorize every ingredient in the whole menu, and didn't feel like humiliating myself.
Then I was hired at Joe Fortes last week. I actually went and worked there for a week. Only problem was I was hired as a bus person, and that sucked. Really cool, fancy restaurant, super nice people.. but I felt really out of place there. I wasn't able to go and chit chat my tables.. because I had none.. and it's all pretty formal. Lots of rules about my hair.. after the third day of trying to wear at least a headband in my hair I gave up on trying to make myself look semi-pretty. So lastnight, feeling really depressed that I had to go there to work, I called and quit. Then they just called me now and I didn't pick up my phone. No real reason why, it's not like they're mad at me.. it just didn't want to risk talking to them for some stupid reason.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?
I have an 2nd interview with Telus tomorrow and they pay 18.19 an hour, so hopefully I get over this being unhappy with everything thing.
We are all finally pretty settled in. I just moved everything around today to make some more space. It is a decent living space.. not as cramped as I thought it would be. Because the floors are laminate I feel like I have to sweep all the time. So much dirt that doesn't get caught up in a carpet. There are these bugs I find dead on the floor everyday. The ones that are oval shaped, with a shell, I always find them upside down and dead. I don't understand where they're coming from!!! Bugs disgust me to no end, and I find these dead ones, but where are they coming in alive and dying???
I get my tattoo done on Saturday by Paul at Sacred Heart. Very excited for that.
Don't really know what else to say. Bubye
First Moxies, I did my first day of orientation, and decided to never go back. They called me for about a week, everyday.. and I just never picked up the phone. I decided I didn't want to go back because I would have to wear a moxies uniform which sucked.... kind of weird.
I was then hired at Earls, decided not to go to my training shift and emailed them instead of calling and actually explaining why I wasn't going. My reason? I had 2 days to memorize every ingredient in the whole menu, and didn't feel like humiliating myself.
Then I was hired at Joe Fortes last week. I actually went and worked there for a week. Only problem was I was hired as a bus person, and that sucked. Really cool, fancy restaurant, super nice people.. but I felt really out of place there. I wasn't able to go and chit chat my tables.. because I had none.. and it's all pretty formal. Lots of rules about my hair.. after the third day of trying to wear at least a headband in my hair I gave up on trying to make myself look semi-pretty. So lastnight, feeling really depressed that I had to go there to work, I called and quit. Then they just called me now and I didn't pick up my phone. No real reason why, it's not like they're mad at me.. it just didn't want to risk talking to them for some stupid reason.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?
I have an 2nd interview with Telus tomorrow and they pay 18.19 an hour, so hopefully I get over this being unhappy with everything thing.
We are all finally pretty settled in. I just moved everything around today to make some more space. It is a decent living space.. not as cramped as I thought it would be. Because the floors are laminate I feel like I have to sweep all the time. So much dirt that doesn't get caught up in a carpet. There are these bugs I find dead on the floor everyday. The ones that are oval shaped, with a shell, I always find them upside down and dead. I don't understand where they're coming from!!! Bugs disgust me to no end, and I find these dead ones, but where are they coming in alive and dying???
I get my tattoo done on Saturday by Paul at Sacred Heart. Very excited for that.
Don't really know what else to say. Bubye