I found my strength.. hopefully not too late!!
This week has been bad for me in school..
All the stupid essays date dues and my results are like shit..
My boy also went to Australia for training but that seems to be more of a blessing in disguise because I'm able to concentrate on my work. It seems that I somehow lost alot of motivtion in my work. No doubt I'm still very passionate in learning, and even hope to pursue a Masters after my Degree.. But having such bad results, I don't think any institutions will be taking a second look at my appeal hahaha~
Before my boy left for Aust, he lend me this CD to watch; "Akeelah and the Bee". And because of that, because of him, I found strength again from this quote;
"Our Deepest Fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our Deepest Fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, talented, gorgeous and fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?"
I don't fear being thrown into the deep blue sea after my graduation.
I don't fear people talking behind my back.
I don't fear others who want to take me down.
I don't fear the challenges that I will face to reach my dreams.
But I fear Me.
I fear that someone who dares to dream.
I fear that someone who wants to challenge the sky.
I fear that dream and desires are too much for myself to take it..
Like the one that I love and that I gave him up. Because I fear that I cannot be up to what I think he wants. He has guys that can claim for him they stars from the skies. With looks, with bods, with money, with everything..
It doesnt matter that he choose me, because I can't put myself in his choice.
It doesn't matter now. I have someone else.
Someone that I have learned to adore and hold.
No one knows when is the next fork road that we will reach.
But till that choice come, we can choose to be happy.
Between "Devil wears Prada" and this?
I choose this.. :)
Time to work hard!! *Bounce Bounce!!
All the stupid essays date dues and my results are like shit..
My boy also went to Australia for training but that seems to be more of a blessing in disguise because I'm able to concentrate on my work. It seems that I somehow lost alot of motivtion in my work. No doubt I'm still very passionate in learning, and even hope to pursue a Masters after my Degree.. But having such bad results, I don't think any institutions will be taking a second look at my appeal hahaha~
Before my boy left for Aust, he lend me this CD to watch; "Akeelah and the Bee". And because of that, because of him, I found strength again from this quote;
"Our Deepest Fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our Deepest Fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, talented, gorgeous and fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?"
I don't fear being thrown into the deep blue sea after my graduation.
I don't fear people talking behind my back.
I don't fear others who want to take me down.
I don't fear the challenges that I will face to reach my dreams.
But I fear Me.
I fear that someone who dares to dream.
I fear that someone who wants to challenge the sky.
I fear that dream and desires are too much for myself to take it..
Like the one that I love and that I gave him up. Because I fear that I cannot be up to what I think he wants. He has guys that can claim for him they stars from the skies. With looks, with bods, with money, with everything..
It doesnt matter that he choose me, because I can't put myself in his choice.
It doesn't matter now. I have someone else.
Someone that I have learned to adore and hold.
No one knows when is the next fork road that we will reach.
But till that choice come, we can choose to be happy.
Between "Devil wears Prada" and this?
I choose this.. :)
Time to work hard!! *Bounce Bounce!!