Sep 28, 2004 17:47
i feel so sick. it's not something anyone can cure. i guess it's just something i have to learn to get over. and it's just so funny when some people pretend they care. i think everyone has just become so...vain...conceited...selfish.
no matter what i do, it's just never good enough. i think in a way it's like making a print in a darkroom. you try several times to make it look good enough, and when you're at the point where you expect it to come out perfectly, it comes out with dust spots all over it and they're the ones you just can't fix.
everything is just going directly downhill from here