take.back.what's.mine
ok. this week has been complete shit, but at least a few things happened to make it not really so bad.
my mom didn't take the 'incident' as bad as i thought she would, and turns out that since it was the first time, it's not going on my college application and only the school will know about it. ALSO it was somewhat of a wake-up call. and i got the call on my own, which is how i always want them.
i realized that i shouldn't be upset about the friends i've lost because since they ended it on the terms that they did, they weren't really my friends at all.
i've been needing/wanting things for certain photos, and although i still don't have many, i did get a really awesome/pretty mask that i can use a lot. i also came up with a lot of ideas where i can use stuff we have at home for the photo assignment due wed.
since i did TERRIBLY last year with homework and studying and stuff, i'm trying to make it a habit to do better this year. so far, i'm doing pretty well. even though it's still the beginning of school, i haven't missed an assignment.
i failed a quiz, but that just means i hafta study harder or do some memory exercises to try and help my memory.
i also believe i'm thinking more logically about things. i've witnessed several situations where someone was irrational or not logical, so i've learned from those to view both sides of a situation and think kind of in the middle.
for future reference: DO NOT bitch at me when i do something wrong. i learn less of my mistaes that way. only a select few people gave me the chance to eplain and understand that i realize that what i did was wrong. i guess everyone else wants to be the hero to change who i am into someone better. sorry to inform you...it will never work. the only way i can really learn anything for sure is to experience it all for myself. i'm a strong enough person to do that, but everyone seems to think i need to rely on everyone else for things like that. but thank you to those few people that gave me the chance to explain, you know how i work by now, and for that i owe you all my love.
my mom didn't take the 'incident' as bad as i thought she would, and turns out that since it was the first time, it's not going on my college application and only the school will know about it. ALSO it was somewhat of a wake-up call. and i got the call on my own, which is how i always want them.
i realized that i shouldn't be upset about the friends i've lost because since they ended it on the terms that they did, they weren't really my friends at all.
i've been needing/wanting things for certain photos, and although i still don't have many, i did get a really awesome/pretty mask that i can use a lot. i also came up with a lot of ideas where i can use stuff we have at home for the photo assignment due wed.
since i did TERRIBLY last year with homework and studying and stuff, i'm trying to make it a habit to do better this year. so far, i'm doing pretty well. even though it's still the beginning of school, i haven't missed an assignment.
i failed a quiz, but that just means i hafta study harder or do some memory exercises to try and help my memory.
i also believe i'm thinking more logically about things. i've witnessed several situations where someone was irrational or not logical, so i've learned from those to view both sides of a situation and think kind of in the middle.
for future reference: DO NOT bitch at me when i do something wrong. i learn less of my mistaes that way. only a select few people gave me the chance to eplain and understand that i realize that what i did was wrong. i guess everyone else wants to be the hero to change who i am into someone better. sorry to inform you...it will never work. the only way i can really learn anything for sure is to experience it all for myself. i'm a strong enough person to do that, but everyone seems to think i need to rely on everyone else for things like that. but thank you to those few people that gave me the chance to explain, you know how i work by now, and for that i owe you all my love.