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[soul_delsol]

imunconsciouslymean. i think.
inevermeanwhatisayordoiintendonsayingthingstheyalwayscomeoutwrongmaybehedeservesmoreoriexpecttoomuchimsuffocatingandcoulduseabreather
icouldusesomespaceicoulduseanewcityandbuildsomenewme.icoulduseatouchofhomeicouldusemoresleepicoulduseabeach.
icoulddefinitelyusesomesoulandsomelaughsandsomesmiles.icoulduseagoodtime.icoulduseahugorakiss.icouldneedhim.icouldusemorendorphinsright
aboutnow.iliketocramallthesethoughtswithnospaceinbetweenjusttorushthemalloutihavenoonetotalktorightnowweallliveourbusybusybusylives.
icoulduseanescapeandstealstrangersasfriendsicouldjustbeweirdandiknowimakenosense.icouldcreateafloworjustcausetrafficmaybeishouldjustkickbackrelax
andliveinmusic.liveinphotoesliveinwordsliveinaplaceanddreamdreamsabsurd.ihaveaproblemaproblemofwantingtoknowlearnandseeeverything.ihave
anissuewithcaringwhatotherpeoplethinkofme.iwantchangebuthowicanifialsostillwanttobethesame?
my dirty clothes,dishes, dusty floors, and trashcans call me.