Feb 04, 2007 00:33
running tomorrow at 9am with my beeaasst auntie!! yayyyyy. i'm excited =)! more excited than doing homework ahahah.
i woke up from the best dream ever, the closest thing to having him here. our birthdays & valentines & 9mo's this month..it really sucks to be apart. i think i might just cry whenever i get to see him...it's complicated & breaks my heart. i think ppl think we see ea. other every weekend... shit i WIISHHH. i see couples freaking everywhere on campus, sucks assss man. T_T. boo. it's been a good , uhm. 4..5 months since i last saw him? we talk everynight though, it's goood. better than nothing right? i just really miss the physical part, the part about being next to them without saying anything, or doing anything. & everything that was supposed to be said is conveyed in silence, in eyes, in the atmosphere. i have a lot of fave. memories, one of them is by sea wall. the quiet night, the lights, THE LIGHTS, gahd. yokosuka city lights reflecting in the bay...just that moment with him. . . yeeah, h e a r t sick, shut up.
running should make me feel better though! it usually does. unless of course my upper back starts acting shit on me again. i hope not! hurts like a moootherfather =S.
running to gymclassheroes is the best for me. pump musicc !
k, gettn shut eye now
PEACE KIDS.
love; lex
p.s. played texas holdum with relatives. good quality time with them...2nd time playing & i got 2nd place. of course with lots of help ahahaha, but , tis fun. i value the worth of my new $5..yay lil help on the gas!