i have given up
i feel like i have given up....
DH spit out some harsh words to me last night, and i threw him out of the bedroom.
i couldent stop crying for over a half hour....
i feel so detached from this pregnacy.
last night i wished i was never pregnate......
i hate being sick like this. It makes me feel like when i was really sick a few years back with a rare illness. like i will never get better.
no one seams to understand or care in my life. They dont see how much effort it takes to just get out of the bed to the couch so i have my "suport" (my computer)
they dont see how much of a strugle it is to take a shower, and how it takes me about 2 days to actualy get in the shower...
how i need to get out of the house for even 20 min every night. even if it is just going to the bank with you, or the grocery store.
how exhausted i get doing little things. or how much it took out of me to get those two loads of laundry done for you, becouse i knew that you dident have clean pants for work....
i just want to be able to go to parties with friends, be able to celebrate christmas with my family. and go to work like a normal person....
i just want my life back
DH spit out some harsh words to me last night, and i threw him out of the bedroom.
i couldent stop crying for over a half hour....
i feel so detached from this pregnacy.
last night i wished i was never pregnate......
i hate being sick like this. It makes me feel like when i was really sick a few years back with a rare illness. like i will never get better.
no one seams to understand or care in my life. They dont see how much effort it takes to just get out of the bed to the couch so i have my "suport" (my computer)
they dont see how much of a strugle it is to take a shower, and how it takes me about 2 days to actualy get in the shower...
how i need to get out of the house for even 20 min every night. even if it is just going to the bank with you, or the grocery store.
how exhausted i get doing little things. or how much it took out of me to get those two loads of laundry done for you, becouse i knew that you dident have clean pants for work....
i just want to be able to go to parties with friends, be able to celebrate christmas with my family. and go to work like a normal person....
i just want my life back