02 | SHADOW | VIDEO

Feb 01, 2010 19:32

[ Feed clicks on, and the first thing seen is a pair of golden eyes. Then the video jerks away abruptly, clattering to the ground, though still upright in position. A golden gauntlet that looks like a claw slams in front of the video, coming dangerously close to scratching it. What is visible of the room is messy--gouged marks on the walls, cracked lights, furniture overturned. ]

Lucrecia.

You chose him over me. Why?

As long as you were happy then I was all right with it? [ Humourless, hollow laughter ] Why did I say that?

You should have told me that I simply was not good enough. Was that it?

Was I nothing to you?

I became a monster because I cared. My life was taken away from me because of that.

And yet I was regarded as nothing by you.

[ The device is picked up, and all of sudden his voice changes. He brings it close to his face, emphasizing the gleam of the yellow eyes. ]

I don't care about any of you. If you think that I am human, you are wrong. You cannot even begin to fathom what I am.

I DON'T GIVE A DAMN. DO YOU HEAR?

[Switch again. The communicator shakes in his tight grip as he lowers it. ]

I'm...just a host for four demons. My body cannot age. I cannot die. Do you think immortality is something desirable? Have you lived for three decades with bloodthirsty demons shouting for you to kill? Have you tried to kill yourself only to come back to life? Have you endured sleepless nights, longing for rest?

This is my punishment...for eternity.

[ ooc: Going ahead with Shadow!Vincent. He'll resemble both 1) Chaos in personality/character (Bloodthirsty, crazy, etc, with berserk tendencies) with influences from the other three demons inside his head and 2) an exaggerated form of himself (cue emo!Vincent) and switches between the two of them. I'm using redemptionless to answer comments and for icons. ]

c: cloud strife, !shadow, c: roy mustang, c: allen walker, c: aerith gainsborough

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