no, i don't want you to have those negative emotions because i'm not worth it at this point in my life. i would really want you to focus on your health instead and making it to china. i enjoyed those posts abt u wanting to make it there. it's like you have your goal, and i had mine.
woman. we were friends for 16 years. it's a long time. remember, we even thought of growing old together. realising that it's not going to happen is like having a limb cut off.
am far from perfect. but i thought we were stronger than this. i'm muddled about how you regard me, and how you regard yingwen. so many conflicting statements... but i'm not blaming you. i'm sadder than you could ever know.
another recurring topic in my blog is how i feel i'm being pulled in so many directions. like to my mum, the kids, work, and now, friends. i'm not superwoman, something had to give. and if you had to choose between friends and family, who would you choose? hence i neglected you.
"i feel like you have been quite ungrateful"
it was never intentionally, i could not manage my time.
after 16 years of friendship, you didn't understand... i thought you would... after 16 years, perhaps we never really knew each other. it cuts deep. you're the only one i've been friends with for so long. life isn't fair. i regret what i did and can only apologise to you and only you... i want you to be happy and i should let you go instead of getting hurt further.
woman. we were friends for 16 years. it's a long time. remember, we even thought of growing old together. realising that it's not going to happen is like having a limb cut off.
am far from perfect. but i thought we were stronger than this. i'm muddled about how you regard me, and how you regard yingwen. so many conflicting statements... but i'm not blaming you. i'm sadder than you could ever know.
another recurring topic in my blog is how i feel i'm being pulled in so many directions. like to my mum, the kids, work, and now, friends. i'm not superwoman, something had to give. and if you had to choose between friends and family, who would you choose? hence i neglected you.
"i feel like you have been quite ungrateful"
it was never intentionally, i could not manage my time.
after 16 years of friendship, you didn't understand... i thought you would... after 16 years, perhaps we never really knew each other. it cuts deep. you're the only one i've been friends with for so long. life isn't fair. i regret what i did and can only apologise to you and only you... i want you to be happy and i should let you go instead of getting hurt further.
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